Togetherness

Chapter 12

Lemon

~Luca's POV~

Oh my god, he had boundaries. I was in awe; I just couldn't say anything. I wasn't used to it. But what really surprised me was that he didn't want to? I thought that when someone was on top of you or vice versa that they wanted to fuck you. But as I was on top of him, and he said no my whole world stopped.

I pulled away from his lips and opened my eyes to be met with his beautiful green ones. "Thank you Ash, I'm sorry I jumped to conclusions. But that's what I have been used to my whole life with my dad and all. I just- thank you for never getting mad at me or leaving" he said nothing, but reciprocated with actions.

He removed his hands from my waist and instead cupped my face and smiled. I knew he wasn't good with words so I didn't mind at all. Then my doctor came in with a smile.

"how is the patient do-" he froze when he saw us and we turned red in embarrassment. "He is doing well I see. Then I guess it's a good time to tell you that you can go home. Your father is behind bars until the court date which I have no clue is but yeah, go, and I don't wan to see you again anytime soon okay? This much in a year is crazy" he said before leaving. I Jumped up and put on my shoes.

"Let's go home!!" I yelled excitedly and he rolled his eyes sarcastically.

"yeah yeah, lets go" he said with a giggle and picked up his bag.

I grabbed his hand and rushed out. I was so happy to just sit in a car with him. But he couldn't know that, he might think I'm obsessive and leave right? So i just sat. And I was giddy and fidgety and full of energy, but it was good. At least it felt good.

~Ash's POV~

I saw him all giddy in the passenger set and let me tell you; it was so fucking adorable. The way his brown eyes glittered like agate stones in the light of the moon, the way his face was rounded but he had a beautiful jawline at the same time. It was so entrancing. I was awe-struck just tilting next to him and I was truly very lucky, not the luckiest man in the world. That would be the man who got to marry him. I was envious of that man for being the one who got to spend the rest of their life with him.

My smile faltered just thinking of that. Him leaving me for someone who would eventually marry and settle down with him. I peeled my mind from that very depressing thought and thought of the current moment because if I always focused on the past or the future I would miss the present, and I wanted every moment I could get with him.

"What are you thinking about Ash?" I heard his angelic voice break the silence that was filling the car.

"Just everything" I said with a sigh and he grabbed my hand.

"Tell me what's on your mind" and I just broke.

"I-it's silly but I feel jealous of your future lover, cause they get to spend all of forever with you and I wil just get left behind but I'm really trying not to think about that because I don't want to miss any of the time I have with you. I know it's horrible of me to think of us breaking up right after we started dating but i-I'm just so scared to lose you and never be able to see you again because you found someone who better suits your needs and wants. And I know I can't do that. I'm sorry" a tear started to fall down my face and he reached over to wipe it. I pulled over and hid my face with my hands and he pulled them away; holding them firmly with one hand and using the other to cup my face and rub his thumb across my cheek.

"Hey, it's okay to be insecure. We all are; shit I am too. I know we think we won't last all that time but only time will tell and for now i want to work on bettering what we have. And going to prom. And getting to New York with you. Not anyone else. I am looking forward to that with everything I have because I am so excited to spend the next 4 years with you. So Please, don't focus on any of that; just focus on me" he said and I felt my heart go soft. He broke down my walls.

Then he kissed me again. But this time it was different. It felt more heated then previously. Then he grabbed the back of my neck and hoisted himself into my lap.

This was it.