Chapter 28
I don't love you
"Oh, her" I smile politely and stood up. The image of Taehyung kissing her cheek caused something bitter inside me to rise "I'll be going now so you two could talk"
"Sure" he said and cleared his throat. I collected my thoughts and opened the door. I saw a beautiful woman, hair dangling against her waist, nails painted colorful, and lipstick shaded red, I bowed at his secretary and left there
Who am I to tell her to fuck off, he likes her in a way that I like Nicholas. I purse my lips and stare at my shoes. My heart was growing heavy every step I take farther from him
Upon arriving outside I glance back at his window and wonder "what are they talking about right now?"
I sat next to Nicholas at a park with Snow on my lap. I purse my lips and thought about something "you're jealous but allowed him to be alone with a woman"
"I have no right to tell him what do do, his heart belongs to him alone" I said "you have every right to because he loves you" I felt my heart squeezing in pain
"I just...couldn't do anything" I said, remembering how dumb I felt after walking out of the building. Jisoo was there for Taehyung while I was gone. What's five years against a girl who broke up with you? I even said mean words to him back then
"Stop thinking about stupid things, he loves you" our eyes met and I started to cry. He held me in his arms tightly "cry all you want. This is the last time I can be this close to you"
He held me closer to him and apologized "I love you, but let's end whatever this is" I nod, closing my eyes as the pain went worse "for our peace of mind. You're the one for me but this time isn't for us" Nicholas was crushing me with his touch and I squirmed a little, but he wants to let me go
It hurts so much. If Jisoo does the same will Taehyung feel the same as I do right now? This is the goodbye I never asked for "stop crying a lot, Taehyung isn't like me"
I don't want things to change. I will be lonely and a part of me will be missing he filled that emptiness inside me when my parents died, and I still need him till now
But I don't want to play with his feelings. The love that I have for him and Taehyung are different. When he's with me I suddenly forget my past and smile as if nothing happened but when it comes to Taehyung all I could think about was the guilt and pain we gave each other
I was too young to realize love was not just about butterflies and kisses. But I knew all my beautiful memories with him. From his confession to his tears I couldn't get it out of my mind
From the time Taehyung said the way he saw me and the others were different I knew well enough I felt the same. Nothing could amount to him, even though it hurt looking straight into his eyes while remembering my mom and her hatred, I couldn't bring myself to move on from him
"The way..." I speak up softly, lips trembling as I wrap my arms around Nicholas tighter. My tears drench his shirt "I see you and Taehyung are different"
"I don't love you"
'JISOO'S P.O.V'
"she's not picking up" I stare at him slapping his phone repeatedly counting it guilty for his frustration. I sat in front of him but he won't even look at me
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Whipped | Vhyun
Fanfiction"the way I see you and the others are different." Taehyung said to me a selfless love was scary. but he never knew that what we had was beyond that. I was whipped for him since the very beginning and so was he. Things simply came by and we met agai...
