My baby

Chapter 10

Milly Smith

Home, a comfortable and pleasant place to coexistence. In my case, home was his lap! The comfort, the security, the warmth of your body makes me feel so good without even realizing it. It's confusing, I got attached to Mayheus in a few weeks. His touch makes me shiver, causes different sensations, things I've never felt before.

He is always very affectionate and considerate, doesn't judge me, or even never raises my hand to me. I didn't care about the fact that he was a mobster, I mean...not anymore! When daddy sat down and talked to me, explaining to me about the business and what is passed down from generation to generation. It was quite complicated and scary to understand, but deep down he knew he would never let him dare harm me.

I loved him, that couldn't be denied. Even one side of me screaming that I only liked Dad for my lack and lack of affection. Yes, I never received much affection or affection from people, whenever they approached me it was out of interest or wanting to humiliate me. What I never understood, people don't like me for the way I am? I remember once when a girl said I was doing an apology and sensuality to children.

That's not it! I only have a psychological condition. I would never sensualize a child! I don't like to be done this to me, so why would I do this to others? There's no reason! Yes, I like childish things but that doesn't mean I'm less of an invalid or I don't deserve respect.

- Baby, eat your fruit!- Matheus was trying to make me eat for a long time. I'm not hungry, I've had enough this morning but he doesn't seem to understand.

- I don't want... I already ate too much today! - I explained pushing away the fruit plate that was in front of me.

- Milly, you only ate bread and drank chocolate. This is not enough to sustain you. - His patience was running out.

- I told you, I don't want to! - I got up from the table.

- Milly Smith, don't you dare leave this table. I don't want to lose my patience and punish you. Eat it now or you'll be without your bottle.- he threatened me and I quickly started eating those fruits. I didn't like it when Dad was stressed, he gets very serious and I don't want to be without my mama either.- Good girl, but if I do this again you'll have a good lesson.- he said when I finished eating grumbling.

- Don't take my breast, please! - I pouted with my lips.

- You ate it, so I won't take it. Go take a shower, I have to take you to the company.- She left my little pink plate in the sink.

- Go with you? You never let me go, did you change your mind? - I asked confused. I was always curious to get to know the "company" but he always said it wasn't the place for me. In fact, it wasn't an ordinary company, it's a building where he monitors and controls the entire mafia.

- There's no one to look after you today. Max is off with his boyfriend, Olivia is taking care of your granddaughter, and you don't like security. The only solution is for you to go with me," he explained calmly. "Now, stop stalling and go take a shower, young lady.

I don't complain and go straight to my room. My favorite place in the house, besides the huge library! There are several books on romance, princesses and books for painting drawings, it's really cool and fun to stay there. I went into the shower stall and put warm water, I like to take hot showers, washed my hair with strawberry-scented shampoo, moisturized my body and brushed my teeth.

I almost never choose my outfit, as I'm always in doubt and I end up asking someone to choose but Max! He has a terrible taste in fashion, mercy. When I finally choose my outfit, I smile contentedly as I look in the mirror and see how beautiful I look. I fixed my hair and my purse, putting on my pacifier and pink lipstick, in case I need it.