Lovers ( MGK x reader)

Over thinking

Y/NS POV

I sat in the back seat on drive back, it was about 10pm, we spent the day at the beach but after the little staring match me and kels had I couldn't stop over thinking it. I had just sat on the beach thinking and drinking. Usually vodka helped me to stop think but today was different, I couldn't stop question, ' what was that energy?' ' am I taking this the wrong way' ' Fuck im gonna mess this up..' I took a swing from the once full now almost empty vodka bottle 

" Y/N? you alright back there? Your quiet?" Rook asked from passenger seat.

" great, just tired" I muttered. I was definite wasted, I mean I had almost finished off this whole bottle on my whole, I for the first time in awhile the most fucked in the car, The other guys were sober or a little high, even kels since he was driving. 

" well were here, the bus is gonna leave soon so lets get comfy" kels said as he got outta the car.

I opened my door and almost fell on my face

" wow wow Y/N" Kels caught me "I think you've had to much to dr-"

" your one to talk, Don't touch me.." I muttered and Pushed him off, see ive got a bad habit of when I think im getting to close to people I completely shut them out. I stumbled away from him and into my little room. " fuck...." I slid down the wall and just sat there holding my head, taking a drink every once and awhile. 

MGK's POV

I watched Y/N stumble into the trailer " What the fuck?..."

" yo, what's up with Y/N usually she's always cuddling you?" Slim said standing beside me. " She went in the water once then her mood completely changed and she got shitfaced" he laughed 

" its not fucken funny Slim" I sighed, I was worried, We had that moment in the water and after that she had just been quiet. " i'm gonna talk to her" I walked into the bus and knocked on the door.

" Y/N?" no answer

"Y/N? you alright?" She didn't answer again and I'm fucken worried so I walked in. I looked down and there she was. " Y/N?....." She was sitting abasing the wall, with the empty bottle in her hand,    her cheeks were tear stained. 

" Kels go away..." She said in a shaky tone.

Id never seen her cry,  it made my heart sink. I sat beside her and moved the bottle away " Whats wrong?"  I put my arm around her shoulder, I remember Pete saying she liked that, but she didn't respond.

" Kels you really shouldn't be here... I-uh, I think I should put my stuff in the other bus.." Her hands are shaking a bit. 

" Wait what?like with the other crew?" What is she on about?... what changed with her?..

" yeah yeah, im your photographer, not part of the band..."

" the hell!? everyone here thinks your parcticly part of the band! and I want you here! the fuck is wrong with you all the sudden?!" 

She stood up fast and started putting her things in her bag " Well I cant be around you anymore! So I'm gonna go with the rest of the damn crew alright!" she shouted at me, the hell is going on?... 

" Y/N your wasted and the buses are already moving! just stop, fucking breath for a second and tell me why you can't be around me anymore!" I grabbed her by her shoulders so she would look at me. I could feel her shaking slightly under my touch, she refused to look me in the eye as well. She's panicking. 

" K-Kels... I dont wanna talk about this shit.. Please. let me go to the other bus" She just sounded sad now... I hated seeing her like this. 

I sighed " Fine.. but you can barley stand, your shaking and crying so sleep tonight, alright?" I smiled a bit at her, I just needed her to sleep this off. She can't just hate me all the sudden so i'll figure it out in the morning.

She sighed and nodded " yeah ok." she wiped her face a bit, her mascara had run down her face so I rubbed a bit off and laughed a bit. 

" sleep, you'll feel better tomorrow alright?" I could tell she was calming down  bit, good.. 

" mhm.." she mumbled, she started to take her top off 

" wow wow wow, ok wait" I sighed, I didn't want her to be mad in the morning " take my top to wear so you don't fall on your ass" I hand her my top then turn around. After a minute I slowly turn around and she was already laying in her bed " ok.. good night Y/N" I sighed 

Before I could leave I heard her turn over " Kels?" 

" yeah?" I turned around to look at her " need something?" 

" can you stay with me?" she smiled a little. 

I sighed " sure... were still talking in the morning" I slid into the small bed with her and pull the sheet over us " Sleep now you idiot" I smiled a bit. She immediately cuddled into me. This girl, she made me feel some kinda way. I wanted to protect her, I don't get why she cant be around me anymore though, Ill figure it out in the morning. For now I just gotta make sure she doesn't choke on her own puke. Ill figure out my feelings as well later.