Lovers ( MGK x reader)

The next morning

Y/Ns POV

My eyes slowly opened, god I had a bad head ache. I went to sit up but, someone's arms across me? Shit did I hookup with someone last night well I was wasted? I slowly looked over to see, Kels? He was shirtless next to me, hugging me kinda tightly. " Ok...ok..." I sighed and lay back down " The fuck happened last night?..." I sighed 

" want to hear all of it or just the basics?" I heard Kels say in a rapsy morning voice. 

" shit?! you're awake im sorry for waking you"  I sighed and held my head a bit. 

" Naw naw girl its fine," He sat up and stretched " we do need to talk about last night tho" 

" Did we hookup?... oh god.." I groaned, I didn't wanna ruin my relationship with him and being fuck buddies was in my mind ruining the relationship. 

" No, you just got shitfaced, had a bit of break down, told me you can't be around me anymore then passed out, but you did ask me to stay. we didn't fuck tho" He said sitting up and looking down on me. Then it hit me, the whole night... how I felt about him, why I broke down. god this is embarrassing....

" Yeah I remember now.." I didn't really feel like getting rejected this early... 

" So tell me Y/N why can't you be around me anymore?" I wasn't getting out of this apparently...

" Uh..." I refuse to look at him " look I just don't think its good for are jobs... I have these um.. feelings?.." I hesitantly say 

" Feelings?" He sounded almost hopeful " What kinda feelings?" It was like he was staring into my sole, I couldn't look at him, This is gonna end badly..

" yeah... Like I get butterflies when you, smile at me... or hug me.." God this is horrible imabout to loose my job cause I have a stupid crush on this famous fucken singer who probably has groupies hes fucking overnight. 

" Y/N are saying you have a crush on me?" he laughed

" Oh fuck off i know you don't feel the same so just go im sorry" I sighed, yep Fucked it up

" Hey now I never said that" He leaned over me a bit. 

I paused " What? no no you didn't have to say it I know, you-you're Machine Gun Kelly, You hookup with girls like everynight, you cant be tied down to one person. The heart throb of America" Well I was rambling he started, laughing.  " And what the hell is so funny?..." I sighed, Ive made this so much worse..

" Y/N its funny cause you think i'm a heart throb that fucks girls overnight, yes I used to do that.  but on this tour, who have I spent all of my time with?"

"me?"

" exactly, who do I cuddle when the whole crew including us watches breaking bad or south park?"

"me?..."

" Again yes! who do I kiss on the forehead all the time!"

" Me" I said more confidently 

" Yes! isn't it obvious Y/N? I like you to!"

I blushed and finally met his gaze " Are you sure? Cause minot just gonna be ' the gunners' bitch, ok?" I joked a bit.

" Look if I wanted a bitch I would have gotten a dog Y/N, Your not anyones bitch, especially not mine. Alright? I like more then just your body, your smile, your eyes, your attitude. I like how you smoke your weed, walk... everything, ok?" He smiled down at me.

There is that fucken smile again, I smiled back, Fuck it this might be a terrible thing but goddamn its exciting " If you like me so much, prove it bitch" I challenged him a bit. 

He hesitated a bit for leaning in, I paused just before I lips touched, he was so close I could feel his hot breath on my face. So I made the jump and closed the gab. I sat up on my elbows and kissed him. Fuck I wanted this for months and it was just as good as I imagined, His lips fit perfectly with mine, there was almost an electric shock between us. After what felt like a lifetime in the best way he broke the kiss, he was blushing, it was cute.

" Aww your blushing " I teased 

" Oh fuck you Y/N" I laughed and fell down beside me, So i cuddled up to him and put my head on his chest. 

"So what does this mean for us?" I asked

" well I fucken hope it means your my girlfriend, cause that was a hella good kiss" He laughed 

" yeah, i'd like that a lot, You want tell the public? and the band?"  I was honestly kinda worried he was gonna want to keep us a secret

" Fuck no! if you can deal with the media then lets tell the world!" I laughed and stood up. 

I laughed as he jumped up with that stupid smile of his " Alright blond, could you grab me an advil now that your up? Cause my hangover is horrible" I smile at him 

" sure" He gives me a quick kiss then leaves the room.

' Holy shit i'm dating machine Gun Kelly' I laughed to myself. Maybe i'll get hurt but I think he really likes me and I really likes him..