Lovers ( MGK x reader)

Alone time

Y/NS POV ( a week later) 

'Ok ok this is gonna be ok.. breath...' I thought to myself as I drove to where everyone was meeting the tour bus, I could feel my heart racing ' fuck this might be a bad Idea, I shouldn't do this." Just as my breath started to speed up my phone rang, it was pete perfect he always knows how to calm me down, so I picked up " Hey Y/N you ready? i'm waiting with everyone to see you guys off?" " uh Pete?.." I could feel my voice shaking a little " Y/N? yo what's going on? You ok?" Pete asked in a worried tone, I pulled over so i could talk to him properly " no... no I don't think im gonna go, I cant do this shit, you know this im not ma-" " yo stop stop, " pete cut me off " you can do this, you used to always talk about wanting to travel with stars, have that crazy life. We spent hours talking about it, come on." he was right, thats all I wanted when I was 18, to have the crazy party life, that was when I didn't need to be high or drunk to enjoy my day. " I know... but I don't wanna ruin Kels tour" " what this is about kels" I heard pete laugh a bit " Y/n He thinks your awesome hes so excited to have you on the tour, he was talking about you all morning "  I paused " he was talking about me?" I asked, " yeah, he wanted to know how to make you more comfortable since not many girls are on the tour, how he could help you. He really wants you there" Kels wants me there, ok... I took a deep breath " alright i'm on my way.." " amazing! I'll see you soon!" Pete hung up and I just smiled, ' im gonna do this, for me and Kels' I started to drive again and before I knew it I was pulling into the parking lot. There was a huge store bus, men all around and bags everywhere, I took a deep breath and got out of the car, imiditly I heard my name being shouted " Y/N!" it was pete, I smiled and hugged him " i'm glad you came, need help with yours bags?" He asked " of course, I think I over packed " I laughed as we got out the bags " I assumed so, lets go the guys are waiting for you, they stayed up all night working on something" Pete linked his arm with mine and pulled me towards the other guys well pulling my bag behind us. " Guys Y/Ns here!" Pete shouted " Great! Y/N!" Kels said and jogged over " i'm glad you came, Pete you got her bags? I gotta show you something " he smiled " um, ok what do I need to see ive been told so much about?" I laugh " well your riding on my tour bus, usually its just 9 guys sleeping on bunk beds but I thought you wouldn't like thats so.." he led me on to the bus " here" He opened a make shift door to a very small room, with on bunk bed and a spot to put my suitcase " this is for me?..." I was honestly a little stunned, Kels laughed and scratched the back of his neck " uh yeah.. Pete told me about your anxiety and people so I thought this could be like a little space for you?" I smiled up at him " thank you!" I kinda jumped and hugged him" wow no problem, really" he hugged me back.  I realized I hugged him again and backed up " sorry, my love language is touch" I sighed in an embressed tone. " stop apologizing, its ok, I think its cute" ' he thinks i'm cute?' I thought " ok, thats g-good then. When do we leave to get this tour started?" " lets say good bye to everyone  outside then, you can meet Slim and Rooke my best boys and well go" he smiles. " yeah lets do it. " we both walked outside to the rest of the people " so Y/n? like it? they had me up all night putting those fake ass walls up" Pete laughed and put his arm around my shoulder " thank you, you big dummie" I smiled, Kels had walked off to talk to some of the guys " You gonna be alright? you're gonna be around people a lot, and a lot of work." He looked down at me " Yeah... its gone be stressful" I laugh " but ill deal and you said you'd join the tour sometimes" " I will, and you better text me, send me photos of your knew glamours life" He laughed. " oh yeah like your not Mr.Famous yourself" I laughed. " This is gonna be the first time we won't see each other every week since I was 19 y'know?" I sighed. Pete really has been there for me all these year s" yeah, but you'll have Kels you to seem to be pretty close already" He teased a bit " oh fuck off were friends you bitch" I laugh " You know i'm kidding" " Y/N! we gotta go!" kels shouted from the door " go, go have fun" pete smiled. " yeah.. ok bye..." I gave him another hug " you'll be ok" he says quietly " don't worry" I laugh, " ill call you later" I smiled then ran up to the bus " Bye bitchs!" Kels shouted as he helped me on the bus. He pulled me inside and shut the door, and just like that, now im the tour photographer for Machine Gun Kelly.....

lets hope I made the right choice...