Vengeance Of Ideals (Career Series #4)

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*Ringing*

I went home after what he said. I don't know what to say neither to feel. I felt anxious somehow and he admitted his feelings for me, which is something I did not expect to happen.

After he said those words, I left him and ran away. I know this is something which is not right. I had some dilemmas and mixed emotions. I don't know what to feel. I want to forget everything he said to me.

Why did even acted like way? I should have been happy for their friendship and there's nothing wrong with that. Hindi naman kami, we have no label. And here I am, getting dumber everyday day. I feel like I wanted to ghost the whole world because of that. I couldn't just answer his phone call because I was getting crazy already.

I'm not even replying to Aira's spam messages or to the people she's flirting. I can't reply to Kim who's getting worried about me, ghosting them. As well as Alora. Should I stop getting along with him? Should I tell him? No way! Help Lord! Why am I like this?

I opened my phone but I didn't expect to see Aira's message to me.

Aira : gusto ko nalang maging parol sa pasko. You know naman AHHAHAHAHAHAHA nakasabit.

My eyes furrowed, not getting her message.

Me: What? Hey, are you okay?

Aira: Oo naman, lalandi ako, charz HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

My phone ranged once again and it was Troy who was calling. Ugh! Crazy! Should I answer or not? Help! I need someone to answer for me to talk to him. So awkward naman!

The flight in Canada is already near, to the point that I forgot that I need to pack my things already. I admit, Troy Deighniel is driving me crazy as fuck! Crazy Troy! Damn you!

What if......He has that thing we call 'gayuma' or potion for me to be like this?

"Madam Azari!" I was just starring at the wall and reflecting about the things when our helper screamed which made me jump out of bed. I went to the door and opened the door.

"Madam handa na po bam ga gamit niyo po para sa flight po?" She asked.

I forgot that. Should I tell her? Maybe my parents wills cold me and will assume that I have a boyfriend so I tend to forgot things. Or what if I have an amnesia?

"Oh! Oh my! Not yet! I forgot.....I uhh..." I stuttered, not knowing what to say. "I have a crush on...." I screamed and covered my mouth.

"Po?" She asked, getting confused.

Oh I forgot to pack my things 'coz I was playing candy crush!" I panicked. Geez! What am I saying? Did she know?! I'm sure she didn't! Oh my I'm so sabog na talaga! I was getting pale after she left because she might spy me but I can't even accuse her for that.

The following days went busy. I didn't get to meet Troy after that incident. I took my exams once again and as time passes by, we had our flight to Canada. We landed in Toronto Canada and it was winter season. I was wearing my coat and it was very cold.

We booked a hotel and my parents left me on the hotel because they have to meet some business partners immediately. I was alone at the hotel but I asked them if I could go out and they agreed. That's new!

I was tired so I went to bed and opened my phone. Troy didn't chat me aswell which made me sad. Although I didn't regret that I didn't admit my feelings too that time and maybe....someday or will I ever admit it?

I was so bored so video called Alora. It was good that she wasn't busy. I'm sort of uncomfortable in her situation especially her parents are abusive as well as her sister Mika. Though she wasn't coming home on that house for her own peace and I agreed on that.