Jades PoV
As i have nothing to do i decided to make a new video for my youtube channel.
'hey my pack its secretwolf here and i have a cover for you hope you like
i drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted i thought about our last kiss how it felt,the way you tested and though your friends tell me your doing fine are you somewhere feeling lonely even though she's right beside you when she those words that hurt you do read the ones i wrote you sometimes i start to wonder was it just a lie, if what we had was real how could you be fine, cos im not fine at all
-chorus-
i remember the day you told me you were leaving i remember the tears running down your face and dreams you left behind you didn't need them like eve single wish we ever made i wish that i could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories i never can escape cos im not fine at all
the pictures that you sent me there still living in my phone i'll amit i like to see them,i'll amit i feel alone and all my friends keep asking why im not around .it hurts to know your happy it hurts that you moved on .it hurts to hear your name when i haven't seen you in so long its like we never happend was it just a lie if
what we had wad real how could you be fine cos im not fine at all
-chorus repeat 1-
if today i woke up with you right beside me like all of this was just some twisted dream i'd hold you closer then i ever did before and you'd never slip away and you never hear me say
-chorus repeat 2-
no im really not fine at all
tell me this is just a dearm
cos im not fine at all
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tears were visible by the end because that song was my best friends fav song.She was in car cash and die at the scene.i hear a nock at the door and get up wiping the tears away and answer the door.I open the door to see connor "what's wrong"he ask's so i must still have some visible tears."its silly so it doesnt matter"i invite him in and walk to my front room and sit down next to him."with the tears in you eyes it seems like it matters tell me please" he pleads "i was listening to the radio and i heard a song my friend liked"i replied finally giving in "why not just call her then"."i can't do that"he hugs me with a look of confusion on his face"why cant you call her"my tears are coming out as i replied with"she die in a car crash 6 months ago".he doesn't say anything he just looks at me and starts to lean in and when our lips make contact i feel sparks. he pulls away"well i should head back now"ok was all i said as he walks out the door.that night as i lay in bed i realise something I'm in love with connor ball
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
im what? (a vamps fanfiction)
Fanficjades life was normal but one thing bored her and thats why doesn't she have any of her parents looks. this is the story of how she found out that she was adopted and who her real birth family are and finds love along the way
