We need to get you away from him. (Tommy Angst) (SBI focused)

Chapter 7

⚠️TW⚠️

-Swearing

-Flinching

-Mentions of Abuse

-Bruises and Scars

-Self harm

I think that's all, enjoy! :D

(Tommy POV)

I make myself ready for the stream. I take a quick shower and then put on a black hoodie with red jeans. I put on my waterproof makeup and then see that it's almost empty. Shit. I need to go buy more later. I brush my hair and now I at least look presentable. I get out of my bathroom and go to Wilbur's room once again. I see them all sitting there and waiting for me so we could begin. They all turn to look at me and then Techno clicked on the 'live' button.

We are having a one demand go stream, not in call but in chat. We are waiting for the next dono and then it pops up.

DreamSmpSimp donated 5.20$: Wilbur, go and pretend to punch Tommy so we can see his reaction😆

He wasn't going to, right? (He didn't see the word pretend) But who wouldn't just hurt a disgrace like me if they get the chance. Shit. If he punches me it will hurt way more then if my dad punches me. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. He just grins at me wich I slightly flinch at, and then got up from his chair. I also get up from my chair and slightly back away. He only came closer and I could feel myself trembling. I see that Techno quickly ended stream and I think it was because he didn't want chat to see how hard he was gonna punch me. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I put my arms in front of my face and say. "P-please don't h-hurt m-me" I stutter. I squeeze my eyes shut to prevent getting hit but then I suddenly feel two strong arms wrap around me and I flinch badly. I started shaking non-stop and I could feel tears rushing through eyes now. I suddenly hear Wilbur say. "Oh Tommy, I would never hurt you, didn't you see that it said pretend?" He ran his fingers trough my hair in order to calm me. I first flinched at it but then I completely melt into the loving touch. I then saw Techno and Phil also running over to me and comforting me. Techno was drawning circles on my back and Phil was whispering comforting words into my ear. The tears stopped rushing trough my eyes and I stopped shaking. I calmed down. I felt love and comfort, wich I never felt before. This people aren't just friends. They are family. Real family, not an abusive one.

I feel overwhelmed from the small panic attack I just had and fall asleep in their arms.

I wake up and see that I am laying in my bed, great. I walk up to my bathroom and I look in the mirror. I just let them find out, didn't I? I have to give myself what I deserve. I take out my blade and you know the drill. I wash my arms and wince at the water touching my open cuts. I bandage them up and then look in the mirror once again. I accidentally washed the makeup off with the water I used for my arms even though it's waterproo, it still goes off if there's a to big amount of water on my face. I grab a towel to dry my face and take my waterproof makeup. Well, it's just a bottle concealer. There was a big problem tough. The waterproof concealer was empty and I only had 1 other bottle, wich was almost empty. I dip it on my face but then I start to panic at the new problem that got formed. There wasn't enough concealer so there were still 3 bruises shown. A large bruise on my cheeck. A smaller under my lip and and a big one somewhere on my chin. Shit. What do I do now? Got it! I'll just wear a mask or something. That would be weird if I do it all of a sudden but, yeah. I'll just say that is want to look intimidating or something. (Corona doesn't exist in this fanfic btw) I look for a mask untill I randomly see a black mask I took with me. Oh I remember, I took it with me for if my makeup ever happens to run out. I'm so smart. I put the mask on and go downstairs, only to be met with the three adults I stayed with.

I try to silently leave the house but then I feel a tap on my shoulder. "And where do you think you are you going?" Phil asks me. I flinch and their face turned sad and a bit softened."O-oh just gonna buy something" I said suttering a bit. If they knew I would buy waterproof concealer they would keep asking me questions about it. "And what are you gonna buy?" Techno asks me. Shit. What was I supposed to answer. Think, Tommy. Think. "Uhm j-just new h-headphones s-since I need spare o-ones." I said. They looked at me suspicious but said okay. 

I walk out the mansion and go to the store. Surprised they didn't ask anything about my mask, how the better tough. I walk in a store and see a nice woman. "Hello, how can I help u? She said. "Uhm, I'm looking for a bottle of waterproof concealer please" I said. She looked a bit worried at me but showed me all the exemplares of waterproof concealers. I choose the one that matches with my skintone and pay for it. I barely had enough money with me but at least I could buy it. I hide it in my jacket and walk back home. I open the door and am met with the three tall men again. 

"Tommy, you have tons of spare headsets, what did you buy?" Techno asked, well more demanded. I start to panic a bit and said "W-what do you m-mean T-Tech? I j-just bought an e-extra h-headset, you c-can never h-have enough!" I say stuttering at almost every word I said. They looked really suspicious at me and then Wilbur pointed at my mask. "Why are you wearing a mask? It's not like there's a very contagious virus going around the world or anything (Haha okay sorry)" He said. I try to think back about the poorly but best excuse I had made in my mind before i got out. "Well you know me Wil, I am just so intimidating that I wanted to wear a mask to look even more intimidating of course!" I say trying to pull on my persona again. He didn't buy it tough, none of them did. Ughhh, why did they have to be so smart?! 

"Tommy. You and I both know that's not the truth. Don't lie to us." He said seriously. I slightly flinch at it and keep saying it's nothing. He then takes of my mask. Shit.

Keep tuned for updates! 

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