We need to get you away from him. (Tommy Angst) (SBI focused)

Chapter 11

⚠️TW⚠️

(Tommy POV)

Ranboo. I saw Ranboo. What the fuck? How was he here, isn't he an American? Didn't matter because he ran up to us with like 3 big bags of groceries. What? I was so confused. "Oh hey guys, what a coincidence! Can I get in so we can drive to Tubbo's together? Because he asked me to get groceries and these bags are literally killing me." He said. I saw everyone looking shocked at first but then they all looked happy and Phil said. "Sure mate, hop in!" I was already sitting in the middle because of the past small event that had happened and Ranboo sat on my past place. UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

We drove to Tubbo's house and we where met with the nuke boy himself standing at the front door already. "Hey guys, glad you could come! I see that Ranboo has come with you? Yeah, he's staying with me for a bit so we can create videos together and stuff." The bee lover said. So that's why he said he had other stuff planned. I couldn't help but get a little bit jealous at that. It's not like I'm jealous that Ranboo is gonna spend more time with Tubbo than me but that they where gonna do fun stuff without me. I like them both equally as much. "You can put you're stuff here and go change for the beach!" Tubbo said. I nodded and got changed. I couldn't help but panic. What if something went wrong? He made sure to blend the waterproof concealer in extra good. Even if it hurted much worse then if he blended it in less good.

But he still had the feeling something was going to happen. Even if it wasn't related with the beach. He got out of the bathroom and got downstairs to meet the rest. They already had their swimwear on so we all walked to the beach together. 

"What the fuck, Will?!" I said right after Wilbur throwed me in the water, but making sure it was safe enough. He laughed at my response as I just wanted to flip him off. Only to be pushed in the water again by Tubbo. "Tubbo, what the fuck man! I tought we where best friends!" I said jokingly. "Sorry not sorry bossman" he responded. I noticed Ranboo laughing. What I first noticed when I saw Ranboo is that he was tall, like fucking tall, way too tall. He was legit an irl enderman. How the fuck is that even possible?!

After awhile in the water I noticed my concealer got off a bit. I excused myself to the bathroom to put the concealer back on. When I got out of the stall I got met with the tall musician standing in front of me. "Tommy, you'll have to tell me about yesterday later, the truth." He said. I slightly flinched at the last words but hopefully unnoticed. Shit. I knew something was gonna happen. I can't just tell him the truth but if I lie he'll notice and he will hurt me. Fuck. What the fuck am I gonna do? I shakingly nodded before we got back to the beach. 

More thoughts came running over me. I still had to tell Wilbur about the paying back situation. He would probably get more mad at me if he had to bring it up himself and he would hit me worse. I'll talk about the situation when we get back home. I decided as I slightly gulp at the tought of even confronting him about it.

We got back from the beach and decided to stream. I mean, you don't see The 4/4 SBI + The Beeduo streaming with eachother irl everyday.

As I expected the chat was full of shocked people and hate comments about just everything that was negative about me. Wich was a lot. It was true tough. I am probally just really hated because with almost everything I do or see I just see tons of hate comments about me. But they where right tho. I deserved it. No one noticed as i expected. Or well, at least almost everyone because I suddenly heard Ranboo say. "Hey guys, I've noticed there are tons of hate comments about Tommy and a lot of them even taking it way to far, and I just want to say that you should kindly fuck off" The tall man said. Wow, Ranboo swore.

Everyone looked shocked and mad but j just smiled. I was happy that someone at least cared. Wait, what the actual fuck was I thinking? He just pity's me. Everyone does. Do not think to much of yourself, Tommy. I reminded myself. I deserved it.

After the long day of streaming doing fun activities we drove back home. Right after dinner. Bleh, dinner I had to eat my whole plate from Wilbur, that was a big issue tough. It was around 8pm. I got up to my room, took a shower and put on some sweatpants with a hoodie. I looked in the mirror and saw my hundreds of scars and bruises. I didn't want to waste any more concealer since my money was almost up. I literally prepared for everything and still forgot one fucking important thing. I couldn't believe myself, I was such a mistake. 

I got out of the bathroom and sat on my bed. Only to hear my door opening not even a minute after. I saw the brunette coming over to sit on the bed next to me. I remembered what he wanted to talk about again and a genius plan just came to mind, well not really genius but better than nothing. 

I was going to change the subject first. He'll forget what he came for after he's done beating me up. I still shiver and flinch at the tought but tend to ignore it. "Wilbur, I also have to tell you something.." I said scared. He shot his head up and looked over to me. "What's up?" He asked me. "W-Well, about t-the things u b-bought f-for me- I-I'm really sorry b-but I can't p-pay them b-back right n-now..! B-But- I promise I'll e-even pay u b-back double w-when I get h-home- I s-swear..!" I said stuttering and panicking at the last sentence. 

Right after I completed what I wanted to say I squeezed my eyes shut and put my arms up to prevent a hit. But it never came. I look up to see a shocked and sad Wilbur. I visibly flinch really hard as I suddenly feel two arms wrap around me. "Tommy, I would never hurt you. You got that?" The tall man said. I shakingly nodded. He was lying. I know it. But I didn't want to get hit so I just nodded.

"And you would never have to pay me back. Everything I bought you was out of love (plantonic fuck off) not because I wanted you to pay me back" He said. What? Love? He means pity. He just pitties me way to much.

He started running his fingers trough my hair and I slightly flinch, but then melt into the touch. I've never had someone care- or well pitty me for that long anymore. And hell did I miss it. Sadly it wouldn't be for long though. But I still enjoyed the time I had this. I really needed this so bad. This love and comfort. I rest on his chest and close my eyes, not to fall alseep but just to rest. I didn't know what was gonna happen next.

Sorry it took so long but I've been busy and shit with Christmas and stuff, it also has been a bit harder to come up with ideas since I'm just writing this book for fun but I'll try my best to keep you guys updated and bring out more events! :D

Oh, and also. There's nothing wrong with being overweight💙 Everyone is beautiful and theres no such thing as perfect, this is just how Tommy describes things but it's not necessarily true.💙

(My Blue Hearts Will Forever Be Plantonic💙)

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