If I love another,
Will I be ok?
Will you be ok?
Will we be ok?
I hope we will be.
Because I truly want to love another.
I'm so tired of loving you.
I want to hold another in my arms.
I want to tell them just how much they mean to me.
But you are blindly holding me back.
You can't see my pain.
You don't see my invisible tears.
You don't see your words pierce my skin.
You never have.
You never will.
So just give it up.
Stop thanking me.
Stop making me smile.
I'm begging you.
I love another.
But I also love you.
But if I truly loved you,
I wouldn't have fallen for another.
-someone who is battling herself.
