Jerrie - One Shots

How you and I turned into us (part 3)

Hi everyone! Wow, we're at the last part already! I hope you've liked this story till now. I really enjoyed writing it :) It was really therapeutic for me because I've been in Jade's position before. Some sentences from this story are literally directly out of my own diary lol. It didn't end like this story is gonna end, though. But you don't know how this story is gonna end yet, so you should start reading!

Have fun!

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God, making out with you will never stop being amazing.

It's Wednesday again and we're back at Perrie's house. Today's chemistry assignments weren't a lot so we've finished pretty early. However, she didn't want me to go just yet.

We're on her bed. Catching our breath after making out for...probably an hour. We're sitting opposite of each other, she's slid off of my lap a little, her legs still loosely around my waist. We're both leaning back on our hands and just...admiring each other.

'Perrie?'

'Jade.' She tilts her head to the side as if to ask: what's up?

I let out a nervous sigh. 'Okay, I'm just going to get straight to the point...last week, after you ambushed me and pulled me into the classroom, do you remember that?'

A cheeky smile forms on her lips. 'Yes I do, Miss Thirlwall.' She says as she sits up a little, getting a lot closer to my face. God, it's hard to concentrate when you look at me like that.

'Yeah, well when we walked out I kind of bumped into Leigh and she...well she told me she'd seen everything and if course I immediately told her she couldn't tell anyone but she was very in shock of course and now-' Perrie stops my rambling, by putting her hand on my cheek.

'Stop. Jade, calm down. I don't care, okay?' Perrie says and she smiles a little. 'It's Leigh. She's your best friend, right? We can trust her. Did you tell her everything?' I nod, a bit surprised by how okay she is with everything. 'Okay, great. Just tell her that we are having such a great time the two of us, we don't want anything to spoil that, do we? And if people find out it's gonna get messy, so if she can just keep it to herself...' Perrie smiled sweetly, rubbing my cheek with her thumb. She's so good at calming me down.

'Yeah exactly, I've already told her something similar. But...if I can ask...what is this what we're doing?' I ask. She could say anything right now and I'd be okay with it. FWB, dating, marriage, really anything.

She leaned back a little. 'Oh, Taylor warned me about this...'

'What? Taylor?' I sit up. What are you talking about?

'Yeah, so the reason that I'm okay with you telling Leigh is because...well, I told my best friend Taylor too.' Perrie explains.

'Okay...what did she "warn" you about?' I say, getting quite suspicious.

Perrie grabs my hand and smiles a little. 'Jade...do you want this to be a relationship? Because you understand that that's not possible...right?' Ignoring this soul-crushing news, because honestly, yes I would've loved for this to be a relationship, I pull back my hand and ask: 'Perrie, once more, what did Taylor say to you?'

'Don't be mad at me...' Perrie starts.

'Well, if you're gonna lead with that, it can't be good news.' I say, already starting to feel uncomfortable.

'Okay, so a while back, like before any of this happened, I realised that Alex...well, he and I weren't connecting that much anymore, you know emotionally...physically...' She emphasized the last part.