𝗻𝘆𝘅,, nct member. ( discontinued )

🎭 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 | 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒²

nyx moments seems to be her always smiling, laughing, or goofing off,, but not all moments are positive
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[ warnings! unsupportive family, not really a good family relationship (parents), mentions of deceased sibling, big crowds, trampled, many physical hurts, bruises, fainting, sasaengs, carving on a gravestone, tell me if i forgot something ]

( 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄 )
━ ever since mayuree was 8, she dreamt of becoming an artist. singer, dancer, actor, model, or something. but her parents never supported that dream.

they thought mayuree was gonna grow out of it because she was still young and didn't know shit. but when she first scouted at bighit and secretly trained there for 3 months, they made her quit.

when her younger brother passed away, they became more against her dream. even got got in a huge fight that became one of the main reasons her parents moved to thailand. they did quite literally dragged her to the airport but she ran away from there.

they knew that they couldn't force her to the airport for the second time so they agreed for her to stay in south korea AS LONG AS she doesn't try to reach her “idiotic unrealistic dream”.... she didn't keep her promise.

mayuree hasn't seen them in person for more than 7 years. so when she spotted them in thailand for a nct 127 concert, she just collapsed to the floor, crying.

taeyong, god bless this man, also stopped performing and asked her what's wrong. she muttered “my mom and dad” in thai. he only really got the words “my mom” but he did know about their issues. taeyong moved her away from the crowd's sight.

he even told the members to not mention this to the fans or anyone else.

but somehow fans found out about this heartbreaking moment (not the whole story though) and now, pity mayuree more.

( 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐖𝐎 )
━ nct 127 trying to walk outside an airport but it was hard since fans surrounded them, some even trying to touch them.

mayuree was walking beside doyoung, who was wearing earphones. she was having a hard time to catch up with her members and the boyguards since her legs were really sore.

so when a big group of fans pushed through the guards, she just got separated from them.

probably *one of* the worst airport moment in k-pop history. mayuree got stepped, touched, smacked, dragged, etcetera.

the members and guards only noticed she got separated was when they reached the cars and taeyong did a head count. the guards quickly rushed back to find her.

when they finally got her outside, mayuree was covered in bruises. half of her face was busted, a bruised rib, her arms and stomach was in bad condition, one of her ankles got sprained, and to finish of this already so bad moment, mayuree fainted.

doyoung felt really bad, she reassured him it wasn't his fault a lot, because he was the one who walked with her. this is the reason why he holds her hand almost every time they are in public.

( 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 )
━ mayuree did not interact with fans in any way, not even smiling or even reading a single comment, for almost 6 months.

this was after sasaengs followed her, took photos & videos of her talking to her beloved brother unknown to her until it was posted online, and carved their names on her beloved brother's gravestone after she left.

mayuree knew most fans didn't act like that and don't really deserve to get ignored by their idol.

but she was really, really fucking hurt.

mayuree had and gave a lot trust to fans. yes, she only shared a little bit of really private information from the start.

but at least she shares. example like asking about her beloved brother, family issue, and really depressing times.

but mayuree just stopped sharing deep information and thoughts after this issue.

and mayuree does get a lot of hate for being so private about her life now.

━━ gaia's message! (755 words!)

— dude i know it seems like nyx and her family have a good or decent relationship in previous chapter but i decided to make them the opposite since not all families are perfect.
— i'm trying to make more longer moments/ scenarios,, KEYWORD: TRYING.
— this chapter is a lot darker than i expected, i'm so sorry omg. tell me if i forgot a warning.

— update: it's 17 days later and i'm trying to recover from my that mark chapter so i decided to post this out of dozens of drafts.