you love me?

prologue

omniscient
washington dc , monday @ 12:48pm

"mom.. i'll be finee, don't cry- don't-"

"i just- it's so overbearing, i'm gonna miss you meme.."

homygod ...

"i don't even know why you qualified for this school instead of that school in our hometown"

"dad.. this is better for my education, i've told you this for the hundredth time from there to here"

"awl shut that shit up, you just don't wanna be around us"

that's part of it...

"where's your bags meme?" meme's the nickname my mom's called me ever since i was old enough to understand what she was saying

"mom the people already put them in my dorm room."

"i'm still so fucking disappointed in you xemena byrd stone" my dad huffed crossing his arms .

"leon-"

"no mom, i've dealt with his mouth since we were packing up at home, and in the car on the way over here, it's a school get over it!"

"i will pull this motherfucking belt off and hit it across yo ass so fast you'll be seeing stars, don't play with me xemena"

my phone started to blow up by my friends telling me to come to the cafe section so we can catch up, i grabbed my handbag out of the backseat and threw it across my shoulder, i told my mom goodbye while giving her a kiss on the cheek i turned to my dad and glared at him.

"fuck you, you can't ever be happy for anyone, be lucky i even applied for college i was definitely about to move the fuck out and never talk to you again"

"mem-"

i walked away while my dad was still calling after me , threatening me while causing a scene

i texted my friends back asking where they were in the cafe because it had a lot of sections , like a mall almost .

they texted me back saying they were at the starbucks section, of course

i arrived there and scanned the room seeing they were in the back sitting at a 4-seated table

"nana !" rylen, of my friends yelled at me happily as i made my way over there to them

"sooo , where's your dorm gonna be ?" my friend yasmine asked me looking over my shoulder at my phone that had my schedule pulled up 

i pulled my phone away from her eye range and told them my room number

"it's 201C .. what about you guys ?"

"314D"

"152B"

"94A"

"well i won't be visiting y'all , i'm staying in my dorm where i'll be laid.. COMFORTABLE , i got a dormmate though , sad as fuck"

"but you wanna make fun of us- hoe you got a dormmate" kyara retorted laughing wildly... fucking hyena sounding bitch

i guess it wasn't regular to have a dormmate and by the way they were acting i'm pretty sure it's not .

i walked off , not wanting to hear their mouths anymore , how you gon' clown me cause i got a dormmate ??? i'm finna stop being friends with them honestly..

first of all, kyara can never fight her own battles cause she's too shy , bitch i almost got my ass whooped by this big bertha looking bitch

then yasmine always in somebody business but her own, she knows everything about everyone, she's absolutely always looking for reasons to start some type of drama 

and lastly rylen.. she... psycho, can't even explain that shit, she honestly thought i like-liked her when we first met, bitch i only gave you a pen cause you needed one and i had an extra black pen

but yeah, like i said they getting cut off, ion feel like going out with a bang though so i'll just slowly distance myself , it's worked before it'll work again

i walked my way out of the cafe area , onto the campus and into the main office building , it was just a big ass building with the reception lady , some bathrooms , the principals' office and a waiting room, to wait to be serviced i guess 

i walked up to the reception lady and greeted her kindly .

"hello ma'am can i have the keys to .. 201C ?"

"oh, xemena stone right?"

"yes ma'am that's me , may i have my key please?"

"yes of course darling"

she handed my key while smiling widely at me, i walked away waving at her while making my way to the dormitories

once i entered the dormitory building i saw an elevator and silently thanked god for it, i walked into it and pressed the button that said floor three aka "C" floor , it was all 200's up here and i was the second dorm so it took me no time to find it .

i put my key in the keyhole and unlocked it hearing low music coming from the other side of the room , the room was set up differently the regular dorms because we were on the end, meaning we had more room .

there were two rooms on either side each with its own tiny bathroom , i heard music coming out of their bathroom so i went to go look to say hello to my dormmate, you know first impressions do in fact count .

i knocked on their door waiting for permission to come in by them i was later answered by a raspy , half awaken female voice, i guess she got set up and went to sleep, something i'd do honestly..

i heard feet land on the floor and make their way to the door, unlocking it and opening it fully showing a tall female figure in boxers and a white tank top showing off her sleeve of tattoos, with her hand under her shirt lightly scratching her stomach while yawning meanwhile her hair was in a high puff showing off her tiny face tattoo, i took a double glance at her fully becoming shocked at who it was .

"the fuck ?!" i yelled not caring that she was just awake 

"why the fuck are you- XEMENA ?!"

"KENADEE ?!"

hell no , i'm gone this that bullshit.