Fanboy's Love

Baekyeon*0*

I wanna be with her again
I wanna hug her tight,tell her i love her and take care of her,but i guess hindi na pwedeng mangyari yon,Our fans will surely be mad if we're together..Pero iniisip ko why are they even getting mad?They even called me traitor,that they said that sinasabi ko raw na mahal ko silang fans ko pero dinate ko si TAEYEON.
Yeah i do love them...I love them because they're my fans..they say they love me too,Then if they really love me,Why cant they accept the fact that im inlove?Why cant they understand?why are they againts us?
Oh well maybe this is the life of an idol..and im afraid there is nothing i can do with it.
I dont want to ruin her career,I dont want ger to be hated by many.
Thats why We Let Go

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My love saranghaeyo,
Saranghaeyo keudae
Deutgo itnayo
My love itji marayo juiji
Marayo uriui sarangeul~

Haaaayyy...How i love hearing her beautiful voice.her song entitled I Love You is the song i repeat all over again,Wishing that every phrase of the song is dedicated to me..
Cause for me,i know that she is the only girl i'll love.That there is a time fir tge both of as and i cant wait for that day.
Hyung!Lets go!we're gonna be late for the fansigning

Yeah!i'll be there
Before i go i took a glance at her photo,hoping she's still mine

The fansigning is now starting.
I acted normal and happy,For my fans.all i did is to smile at them thank them and communicate with them.
Some of the fans who's shipping for us are cheering me up they told me that we make a great couple.
But we're not a couple anymore

After the fansigning we headed to the nearest resto and ate,then after that we went back to our dorm.
I immidiately go upstares and went to my room.As i entered my room i took her photo that is placed above my studytable and stare at it as i remembered our happy moments back then

Yah namja!look at that bear!its so kyeopta~can you get it for me?please?

Ohhh this girl is adorable how can i resist her?^_^
Ok!ill get it for you,But what will i get in return?
I jokingly told her and smiled
Uhmm...ill give it after the bear okay?
I patted her head and played for the bear..
I tried very hard just to get the bear she wants,and luckily i succeed.

I went to her and handed the bear she immidiately took it and hugged it tight.
Haha~kamsahamnida!!namja saranghae!
I was shocked on what she did
She....she kissed me on the cheek

I patted her head again and say
Nado Saranghae yeoja!

That was one of the happiest day of my life..Because i was with her..
But suddenly..

We are now here seating at the bench and waiting for the sunset.

I dont knows whats going on with her.
After we arrived here she never talked to me again,and she bacame distant.
Is there any problem yeoja?
I cant help but to ask.
But i didnt expect her answer
We cant be....t-together....anymore b-baekhyun-ah
As she said that i feel like crying but i didnt make her notice it.
Why!?Dont you lobe me anymore??
But i cant help it i cant hold my tears anymorezthats why i just let them escape my eyes.
Its not it baekhyun-ah i love you.
I really do...b-but many fans are...
Are againts us..

I dont care!please dont leave me taengoo...please dont.
I pleaded her and held her hand.
But she just looked down and cried

Mianhe..but this is for you..i dont want to ruin your name..your career this is your dream..i dont it to be destroyed just because of me.please dont make this hard for me

She said as she walk away from me

But you're my dream
I said whispering.
I just looked at her and cry.
I wanted to stop her i wanted to beg her not to leave me but my knees are too weak to make a single movement.i wanted to shout her name but i cant utter any single word..because i know that what she said was right.
Thats why i just watched her walk away as she vanished from my sight..

I didnt notice that im crying again.
And fell asleep.