Let me go

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••••••• Saturday •••••••

Riley knocked on the door. I get up from the couch pausing sims. I open the door and let him in. I sit back on the couch and he cuddles me and watches me play. Mum walks out to get a drink

"Oh hey Riley, I didn't know you were coming today" she says walking into the lounge room sipping at her cup. "Sorry Christine, I could call my nan and get her to pick me up?" Mum waves her hand in dismissal "No you're fine. Julia, my turn to play sims" she reaches out her hand for the controle.

I save my game and let mum play hers. Riley and I go into my bedroom and lay down on my bed. We just talk for a while. Riley starts making little swirl patterns on my hand with his finger. They start on my hand and go up to my wrist, forearm, upper arm, shoulder and along my collar bone, then he starts going down towards my breast.

I grab his hand and move it back down to my hand, and shake my head. Then he smiles. He does swirls on my hand for a bit then he does little swirls around my belly button. He puts one finger down each swirl, so first swirl was his index finger, second, his index and middle finger, third index, middle and ring finger, fourth index, middle, ring and pinky finger.

He does one more swirl then his four fingers head toward and under my waistline on my leggings. I grab his hand before he does anything. "No" I say as nice as possible while still being firm. He puts his hand under my shirt and reaches for my breast again. I sit up "Riley, I said no." He giggles "I like it rough" he tries again. "NO." Now just being completely harsh. "I don't want to do that stuff yet, we've only been dating for a few months." I say fixing my top. "4 months, we've been dating for 4 months!" He said "and that is too soon for me."

••••••• Sunday •••••••

I spend the day in bed. Just on my phone talking to people. Having a lazy day at home. Believe it or not, did some homework, cleaned a bit, ate, then slept.