epiphany- punznap

fourteen- Joe Biden

Joe Biden

when sapnap wakes up he turns over noticing punz was there, in his bed. he was scrolling through something on his phone.

"hi." he says quietly, getting the blondes attention.

"morning babe."

sapnap sits up and crawls over to punz sitting down on his lap. "i actually had a lot of fun last night." he hides his face in punz shoulder, "and i'm sorry about our argument, i don't even know why i got so mad. like i know you don't like him but still. i just don't know how he'd feel about us. you know?"

punz thinks about what dream had said.

"if you're going to fuck him, then you better figure out how to do everything else."

"sapnap,"

"hmm," he leans up and kisses punz quickly. he kisses him back.

"he knows." about us.

"you told him?" sapnap looks upset and anxious. punz feels bad.

"no. it's not like that. he uh- he heard us last night i think."

"oh," sapnap now looks embarrassed. "i didn't think we were that loud." his voice seems quieter now, almost a whisper.

"what did he say?" sapnap asks.

"you're like a totally different person when you get into relationships. i don't know why you can't see that."

but he doesn't tell sapnap what dream said. it shouldn't matter what he said, they don't know each other like they used to.

punz isn't the same guy. he doesn't think he is at least. apparently he hurt dream. he wasn't even aware of that.

they were nineteen back then. barely out of high school.

"he didn't say much about it. i don't think he minds. you know him, if he did he wouldn't say anything about it."

"yeah, he's like that."

sapnap kisses punz again, his fingers curling through his long blonde hair. "you need a haircut," sapnap says close to punz's ear, the slight stubble on his face tickling him.

"the you last night would disagree with that." sapnap rolls his eyes at that.

punz maneuvers them in a way to where he is on top of sapnap looking down at him. "gonna tell me to be less aggressive? dream knows so he wouldn't question it now would he?"

"god, you're going to be the death of me." sapnap outright groans.

punz goes down on sapnap's neck, kissing and sucking. most likely leaving marks. but dream knows. so of course, just to make him mad he leaves extra marks on the brunette. places more visible.

speak of the devil, sapnap's phone starts to ring. he pulls out from under punz crawling over to the nightstand grabbing his phone. he sees dream is calling him.

sapnap answers with a, "hello?" punz doesn't hear much of the conversation, he tunes most of it out but soon sapnap is back over next to him.

"why'd he call you?" he tried to not sound annoyed.

"he was just making sure i was up. that's all."

"oh."

punz pulls his phone out of his pocket, checking the time then looking back up at sapnap.

"i think i'm gonna start looking for my own place soon." punz says, sapnap just looks at him. he doesn't say anything. punz couldn't tell he was upset.

sapnap gets up off of his bed finding his discarded shorts from the night before and putting them on. he then walks into his bathroom leaving punz sitting on his bed.

the bathroom door stays open and punz can see sapnap put some kind of skin care product on and brush his hair.

punz then comes and stands at the entrance of the door, "sapnap you cant be mad at that. you knew i wasn't gonna stay here."

"i'm not mad."

"you sound a little mad."

"i'm not." punz knows him, he is.