Yesterday your body posture made me suspicious, it made me think about how you responded to my concerns of all the times you portioned me not to worry, when in fact I should of been.
On the contrary, my loyalty to who i wanted you to be is what influenced me to ignore the red flags.
I wondered if it was some strange chemical in balance in my body, soul or mind that I taught myself was fine.
In all honesty my vision was blind and not like the smart kind.
I am an incomplete circle of defeat of all the men I hoped I'd never meet, I learned that being honest is a punishment that place unstable foundation below your feet, hows that for a fist time greeting?
This water is cold, like the pits in my soul..
so I've been told options are limited, so never to fold with my heart of gold, I'm introverted within my soul..
In my eyes, I've cried enough tears to cover the land and over a man who couldn't see my hand, in his brokenness.
I'm physically burned out on all the excuses and justifications I sold to myself that allowed you to tread softly with hindrances..
It was at that point, that I started to wonder if it was Love or Lust that yearned inside of me for you.
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"In My feelings"!
PoesiaA book of short stories and poems, based on and including stories of. Taking the good with the Bad! Stories of beauty, religion, money, life, love, gossip, lies, deception, harsh realities, parenting, mental awareness, motivational healing, woman e...
