"In My feelings"!

"Inside my perceptions"

"Call me crazy"! but i use to spend so much time wondering if when I'm talking to myself if.. "god really is listening"!
I wondered if he allows me to feel of the genuine kindness, just to teach my demanding personality to bend and never break.

I once heard a saying that goes;
"One hand washes the other, both hands washes the face".
I don't know how they can tell, because people plays these impostures games so well.
It's hypnotizing like a spell, a good book once told me that; "every human gets their fair taste of hell", in which we will all dwell.
When It registered to my brain, the message was plain, yet not in vain.. the delivery was sane, sound and world renown or maybe just from where i stood.

Random thoughts..
It's been almost 4 decades around the universe and I'm still learning myself recently, I learned that peoples will never be to you.. who you are to them. (on any level).
1. Never over play a position with someone who will intentionally shattered.
2. Be steadfast intentionally, in all religions.
3. Practice making worship a habit.
4. Put god, you and your parents and children first and let your true persons fall into alignments with your spirits.
5. Never discuss personal finance of any sort.
6. keep your intentions pure, and maintain a sound mind in doing so...

The universe is hypothermia, with a black ice kind of vibe.
Brace your mind to have encounters with people who will try an set traps to gaslight your energy.
(Protect it)! When you know you'll know.
Was i the only person who paid attention to the fact that voters registrations rights have been compromised, and in "the land of the free"..
Get it? "Land of the free"!
But free from what?
"Slavery"? Or is it that we are free from all the compromised and environmentally targeted juridical laws of the land? And nothing here is free you see! The destruction that stands in front of me.

In the end, the facts are clear and it's either, fatal or questionable.
The internet has become so more advanced and more a lot more informational.
Research shows in "Wikipedia" and in other reports that in 2020 their was a worldwide death toll of 5.26 million people, plus an additional total of 7,169 deaths that were alleged to be in Connection with corona viruses..

History has taught you to the 300,000 deaths is called; "a mass genocide".
Their are a few other names we could call it
like, going to war in the state or mindset of a "holocaust"..
But, if no one is discussing the principals that are already at hand, than this too will be a dead lesson.
Life's a blessing!