50 Shades of hate

Liking someone

-I just cant. I hate spending all my time thinking about him, I hate that I just let him take advantage of me, I hate getting my hopes up for nothing but shiz, I hate how he looks absolutely delicious in the morning, I hate having his name at the back of all my notebooks, I hate it when he makes me feel on top of the world one minute, then the next minute he makes me want to just go home and have a good cry, I hate that bish that's always around him, I hate that I can't be that bish, I hate not knowing how he feels about me, I hate that I practically love the guy, and last but not the least I absolutely hate that I can't have him.