My Twitching Mess (Ticci-Toby love story) #Wattys2015

9- Desent

It's been a week since Lyra died and I've only just stopped Toby from crying at every little thing. I've been crying a lot too. We all have. All except Mr. Rodgers who couldn't give a rats ass.

"Connie.." I asked Toby's mother.

"What is it dear?" She asks.

"Have you noticed.... something off about Toby. Ever since.... the uhh.... you know." I notion.

"I know. He is still in shock I think. His sister meant a lot to him, and for her to be taken away just like that," She snaps her fingers "It's hard. It's been extremely hard for all of us. But she is in a better place now."

"I know." I finished, looking down.

The Silence. It felt like it would never end.

"I-I'm going to check on Toby. S-See how he is doing." I keep my head down and walk to his room. What I saw made me sick to my stomach.

Toby was chewing at his own hand, trying to rip the flesh and muscle from his bone. I quickly turn to the stairs.

"CONNIE!! GET FIRST AID QUICK!" I scream down the stairs, then run back into Toby's room.

"Toby.... Why?" I ask him. I get no reply. He just sat there, twitching.

It wasn't too long until Connie came in and wrapped up his hand. "He needs to see a psychiatrist." She stated.

"Okay. I'll stay here with him." Connie nodded and left. I picked his cheeks in the palms of my hands, cupping them onto his face, and looked him up at me.

"I love you Toby. You know that. Don't do this." I kissed him but got nothing back. It's like talking to a zombie. Nothing but a beating heart and breath. "I hate to see you this way." I start crying, gripping onto his shoulders. I hug him and he half hugs back. I cry into his shoulder. I loved him so much but he was doing nothing. I was slowly loosing the one I loved so much, and there was nothing I could do.

(A/N: OMG I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING HERE YOU GO PLEASE DONT HATE MEH >_<)