There was a love so strong in me that my skin rips, chest burns as it tries to escape.
I can not hold everything in.
The water whorls inside of me like a tsunami as it reaches the shore,
Violent, destructive, agressive.
I try so hard
And then I
Slip
And everything falls apart again.
I feel so broken
No medication could fix me
believe me I've tried.
I start imploding,
Self destructing everything I worked so fucking hard to build
I feel vomit swirling in my throat,
Nausea taking me over.
I'm so sick.
That is what happens when you try to heal yourself alone
