dear soobin || yeonbin

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dear soobinie,

beomgyu was really mean to me today:(

he caught me when i was on my way to the post office to drop you your letter. but i walked away. honestly he reminds me of you sometimes. stubborn and whiny.

i feel bad for giving him the cold shoulder though. he has been treating me well these past few weeks as well. but he's prying too much.

how are you? it almost feels as if i'm talking to a wall at this point.

remember when i told you that i'm going to paste our pictures on the wall? i did that yesterday, and looking back, i honestly really miss you.

maybe you don't even have a single picture of the two of us together, but that's impossible, because you definitely have at least one in your phone.

please don't tell me you cut off ties with me.

i didn't do anything wrong binnie, why do you hate me so much?

i guess pressing you won't help. i'm really sorry, i really want you back. i want to be safe in your arms and be happy again. i hate being this empty all the time.

whatever, i'm tired. good night binnie, sleep well.

-yeonjun

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a/n: yeonjun doesnt sign off or tell soobin fun facts whenever he is emotionally unstable/vulnerable, and it's something i do oftenly, i guess part of yeonjun has my personality inside