left in the middle of a highway - a letter to contributers of my modern land

midsummer

there was a time
when I wanted a friend
but it turned out, I wanted more
I wanted You evermore
You couldn't handle that,
I understood that

I will still continue to Love You,
evermore
until death will take my soul
and if You lie down on the meadow
where We used to lie together
in the same midsummer weather
please forget about Your anger
please spend some time with my feelings

My heart's now closed
from romanticism
illicit dreams
any affair

I felt like a pandora's box
You didn't want to open Me
so I did it by myself

God, I wish You'd want the same
I wish My Lover would like to come back to this place
to this place I don't remember
but I know I felt there better
I'll be waiting on the meadow
I'll be chasing rainbows
I know You'll come back
to the place where We used to lie together.