My Little Idiot

Chapter 3

Chuuya POV

Where am I?

I sat up quickly trying to think of where I could be, I eventually came to the realization that I was in my own house on my small bed.

Memories of a few hours ago came flooding back to me.

Hold up! Did Dazai bring me home?

I heard a crash in the kitchen and raced to see what it was, of course it was Dazai who was stupidly trying to make dinner.

I knew he was bad at cooking but I didn't think he was this bad!

There were pans and pot everywhere and the occasional plate of burn meat lying in the corner.

Dazai really? You know how terrible your cooking skills are.

'But I wanted too make you something special chibi!!!'

Tch stop calling me that!

'No'

Yes

'No'

Yes

'No'

SHUT UP!!!!!

'Okay okay.', he smiled devilishly.

Gimme that, I grabbed yet another pot out of his hand. It had very awful looking vegetables in it.

I sighed.

Go sit on the sofa or leave, got that?

'Okayyyyy', he wined.

Tch he's so friggen stupid look at the mess he's made!

I smiled at the thought of him trying to make me something.

At least he tried his best though.

Oh shut up brain why do I care that he tried to make me something, I'm actually really glad he failed so I didn't have to try that maniacs food.

After I finished cleaning up the disgusting kitchen, which took me about an hour by the way, I decided to go see what Dazai was up to.

He was sitting on the sofa peacefully watching TV.

I've never seen him so calm in my life!

I sat beside him and started to watch TV as well. There was awkward silence for about five minutes until Dazai eventually spoke up.

'I'm sorry for ruining your kitchen Chuuya I just really wanted to surprise you and make you something nice because the truth is, I've really missed you!'

I felt like a brick had just been put on my chest.

Did Dazai really just say he missed me?

I couldn't help but get angry at him for saying that.

I snapped at him.

WHY! just WHY! did you leave me in the first place then?! You were my partner but not just my partner my only friend, but you betrayed me like everyone else and left me on my own why does everyone have leave me I HATE YOU DAZAI!! I H-A-T-E YOUU!!!!

I felt tears coming down my cheeks, they felt more like knives though the way they thrashed down my face.

Dazai wrapped his arms around me squeezing me tight enough that I almost couldn't breathe, but I managed, just about.

'I'm sooo sorry Chuuya I didn't mean to hurt you like that, I just thought that by way you acted around me that you wouldn't care less if I left but if I knew how you felt I would have probably stayed, you should have told me sooner than this and I might have changed my mind!'

It wouldn't have made any difference if I had told you that, because you couldn't care less about what I think, your such a baka Dazai go home!

I tried to struggle free but he just gripped tighter.

'No don't think like that of course I would have cared! Listen, it probably didn't feel like it but I really enjoyed your company and having you as a friend but a wise man once told me if I wanted to be a better person to help the people in this world and not kill them so I took that advice and decided to do that but, if you had of told me that I was a good friend and that you didn't want me to go I would have thought otherwise and stayed!'

Are you sure?

'Yes I'm certain', he smiled softly.

I huffed

I still don't like you though.

'Oh well that's good enough for me'

As he said those words I started to drift off, I was tired after crying so much so I snuggled into Dazai further and fell asleep.