Chapter 9

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Dazai POV

Every night since Chuuya's accident I have been sitting on the hill hoping that he is ok and comes to see me.

What if he doesn't read the letter, what if he reads it but just ignores it and is carrying on with his life. Is he ok? I hope he is ok. He's probably at home while I'm sitting here hopelessly waiting for no one. Oh he hates me doesn't he.

I sit worrying about everything but then hear a rustling noise in one of the bushes.

Probably just a bird or something. I sighed

I turned around anyway, to find Chuuya staring me.

I gasp.

CHUUYA!!! I tackle him into a hug. Your alive!!!!

'Yes I am now get off me bandages!!', he says annoyed.

I let go and we sat down on the grass.

Are you feeling ok?

'Yeah I'm fine, I can walk a least.'

That's good.

There was a silence for about two minutes

Listen, I've got to tell you something Chuuya, it may sound stupid but-

'Wait!'

'Dazai I've got to tell you something first'

Oh ok

'I know you left the Port Mafia because you hated me and stuff but I don't hate you.'

He thinks I hate him!!

Chuuya I don't hate you I promise!

'B-but you do, you hate me that's why you left?'

No it's not!!! I left for a completely different reason from that!

I'm so sorry Chuuya, for making you think that, but it's completely wrong.

'Stop apologising!', he snapped.

We sat silently again.

'Dazai'

Yeah?

'I've missed you so much!' he started sobbing.

I rapped my arms around him again.

I've missed you too! It may not seem like it but I do!

'No you haven't you liar! Your lying to make me feel better aren't you!'

I not lying Chuuya!, I said firmly.

'Yes you are!'

No I'm not!

'Yes you are!'

No I'm n-

'Dazai! I love you okay!'

He pulled away from the hug, looking me in the eyes.

'I always have, even if you hate me I will still love you!'

Chuuya I don't hate you why don't you believe me! The reason I asked you to come here was so I could confess my feelings to you, stop saying I hate you because I don't, I love you!

His eyes widened

'Wait wha-'

It's true, and I'll prove it to you, right here, right now.

I pulled him closer, our lips sealing together, I gave him a short but passionate kiss.

My heart was racing and I couldn't control it, I felt like It was going to pop out of my chest.

I was the first to pull back but Chuuya grabbed me pulled me in for another one.

'I love you Dazai'

I love you too, my little idiot.

His smiled and our lips sealed together once again, kissing
each other under the moonlight.

The end

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