My Little Idiot

Chapter 5

Chuuya POV

I slid down and sat on the bathroom floor, leaning against the wall.

Why do I feel like this? Why do I feel happy when he's around but at the same time feel so much pain and anger?

Ahh I could scream right now! What the heck is wrong with me?

I'm so sick and tired of this crap! Wait- could this be?

Then I got a text from Dazai.

Mackerel
11.32pm

Mackerel: Sorry I had to leave but do you wanna come to the park that we used to go to at 4pm tomorrow?

Me: 😠😠

Mackerel: Oh your still angry at me huh?

Me: Of course I am idiot!!!

Mackerel: Sorry 😞

Me: Stop apologising to me!!

Mackerel: Ok but please just give me an answer by twelve tomorrow ok?

Me: Tch- fine.

Mackerel: Yay •>•

I sighed and turned my phone off.

I guess I might as well go then, but I'll not tell him till the morning.

I unlocked the bathroom door and slouched onto my bed, surprisingly falling asleep again.

~~~~~~~~time skip~~~~~~~~

I woke up at about 10am decided it was time to get up.

I remembered that I had to text bandages back so I did.

Uhhh! I guess I'll have to say yes, but first I'll eat breakfast.

Damn I haven't been this hungry in my life, I guess that's what you get for not eating dinner the night before!

After I gulped down about five delicious bowls of cheeros I reluctantly texted him.

Mackerel
10.14am

Me:Yeah,I guess I'll go

Mackerel:Great! 4pm sharp ok?

Me:Sure

I turned my phone off so he couldn't tease me for say yes, and looked out the window.

I was a beautiful Autumn day, the sun splitting the trees the birds singing.

I guess I'll go for a walk in the nice weather.

I went and got some proper clothes on and headed out.

There was a park close to my house so I decided to go there.

It was a quiet hidden place that I always went to when I was stressed, not to say I'm stressed at the moment I just need some time to think.

I arrived and decided to go to the corner where the blossom trees where and sat down, leaning against one of them.

I wonder why Dazai wants to meet me later? He has never ask me to go anywhere since his departure from the port mafia.

I zoned out thinking about Dazai and why he wants to meet me, until something snapped me out of it.

A blossom had landed and rested on my lap.

I wonder if Dazai would like this?,

No! What am I thinking?! Why would I give Dazai anything!,

I ripped the flower to shreds and and stood up deciding to leave.

Tch Dazai stop talking over my thoughts damn it!

While I was walking home something caught my eye.

It was a black kitten sitting in the middle of the road minding its own business and licking its paw.

Oh no! It'll get hit by a car if it doesn't move.

I rushed out to get it and didn't realise there was a lorry coming.

BANG!

The lorry hit me.

I lay on the floor bleeding when from the corner of my eye I saw the kitten on the sidewalk looking as if it was laughing at me.

Curse you stupid ca-

My vision went blurry and eventually I blacked out hearing sirens in the distance.