So I was finally together with Jungkook again. You know what they say, the third time is a charm. I know this time is going to be different, I just feel it, now we had no huge secrets that nagged us all the time, all our cards were out on the table and I had nothing that heavied down my shoulders.
Our little misunderstanding really got me thinking about Jenna. I really missed her and I wished I could talk to her again. I needed someone to spill all my secrets to and gossip with. I know I have Soojin, but it would have been nice to have someone my own age. Jenna and I were really close, she knew everything about me and I knew everything about her.
- I really miss Jenna. I said to Jungkook that was cuddling me on his bed.
- She misses you as well. Jungkook said.
- Yeah but she thinks I'm dead.
- Maybe you could try to get to know her again, you know like you did with me? He suggested.
- I don't want to keep the secret away from more people. I was dying on the inside when you didn't know and I don't think I can lie to her.
- You could tell her?
- She will think I'm crazy, your reaction wasn't exactly the best and you didn't believe me.
Jungkook formed his lips into a thin line but nodded his head, understanding my point of view. It wasn't so easy to live like this. I always had to keep myself from spoiling anything, I can't talk with someone about old memories and I always had to come up with a fake story when people asked me about myself.
- Maybe one day I will try to get to know her again but right now I'm not ready. I said.
- I completely understand that. But just so you know, I will always be with you through everything even if you decide to tell her or not.
- Thank you, Kook. I love you. I said and smiled.
- I love you too.
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He leaned down and pressed a kiss against my lips. His intention for the kiss was that it was going to be soft and loving but when my hungry lips made contact with his the mood instantly changed. The kiss turned passionate in a matter of seconds and before I knew it, I was stranding his lap as we made out. The heat was instantly raised in the room and I felt my arousal rise.
Jungkook moved his hands underneath my shirt, caressing my bare skin, leaving a burning sensation afterward. I shivered from his touch and melted against his lips, craving more. He was like a drug and I was his addict.
I tugged at the hem of his shirt, wanting him to pull it off. He broke our kiss for only a second to take his shirt off before he smashed his lips against mine again. I started grinding against him on his lap and he let out a breathy moan.
- I want you, baby. He whispered into my ear.
- But your mom? I asked and looked at him.
- You just have to be quiet, baby, but if you're not comfortable I'm not going to force you. Jungkook said and smiled reassuringly.
I giggled and pulled off my shirt as an answer. His hungry eyes roamed all over my upper body, his body freezing at the sight of my breast in my black, lace bra. He licked his lips before they attacked my boobs, sucking through the fabric.
I let out a quiet moan, pressing my hand over my mouth to prevent myself from screaming his name. His lips trailed up my collarbones and neck, sucking on my sweet spot as I combed my fingers through his hair, lightly pulling it since I knew he liked that.
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Returning Back From The Dead | BTS Jeon Jungkook ff
FanfictionTo get a second chance in life was not something everyone got. Y/N tragically died in a car crash way too early in her life, leaving her loving boyfriend heartbroken and alone. But when she gets back to life, she thinks it will be like normal again...