my brothers best friend Chandler Riggs)

Chapter 5 (first time at the set)

 

Kenzies P.O.V.

Chandler had asked me if i wanted to go to the set of TWD with him and watch go over lines with him and blah blah blah.. i didn't care what we were doing i just wanted to see him.

It was hard for me. we saw eachother sometimes but not nearly as much anymore. Filming a movie and a tv show is alot of work. plus we go to school.Only he goes to public and i go to private. I had to start going to a private school after i was being bullied. Sam still goes to the same school as Chandler. Only because he begged mom. big baby...

Me on the other hand i love my new school. im not the outcast people don't glare at me for taking "their" Chandler. Alot of them don't even know who he is. Mostly because there parents don't allow them to do anything out of the house. or watch tv.. they are like pure as a white daisy.

I have alot of friends... Only in school though. Outside of school i get hate glore. and Chandler and Sam are afraid of me getting the crap beaten out of me because of those girls. to be 100% honest im afraid of them too.

"Hey! Kenz i missed you so much baby" he kisses me. i missd his soft lips. 

we move in sync. i honestly wanna go further with him. its weird not being able to touch him. i want him so badly. i don't understand this urge, but i need him to please me. Thats why i hope to be able to be in his trailer...Alone... We can't do it anywhere else... Sam would kill him if it was at my house. and Chandlers little brother Grayson is a tattle tail. 

"Baby, can i go hang out in your trailer while you do whatever?" 

"yeah, i just have to get next episodes script and then i need to run lines, which you can help me with. Only if you want to though" 

"haha. sounds good."

Yes! we are gonna be in his trailer.. i need him.. now.. im gonna get him too... Im 15 what can i say xD 

As im walking to Chandlers trailer i run in to Norman.

"Hey? Why are you going into Chandlers trailer?" XD i forgot i couldn't walk around the set without someone questioning me

"Oh. im Chandlers girlfriend. he brought me to set today because we never get to see eachother anymore." 

"ohhhh. So you're little miss Makenzie."

"He talks about me?" I blush just knowing Chandler talks about me.

"all the time. he tells me and andy how perfect you are. and how much he loves you, Okay now. Don't have to much fun in his trailer... me and andy could barge in at any moment. Just remember that"

"Haha! ill remember that" .. Great, another place we can't do anything .-. these sexual desires suck.

Chandlers P.O.V. 

Kenz hasn't really been clingy lately. i don't know why but we'll see how long it last. after i got my script i over heard her talking to Norman i guess he stopped her before she made it into my trailer. i hadn't really told anyone she was coming today.. oops.  

"He talks about me?" 

"all the time. he tells me and andy how perfect you are. and how much he loves you, Okay now. Don't have to much fun in his trailer... me and andy could barge in at any moment. Just remember that"

"Haha! ill remember that" she said..

Well fuck. guess im not gonna be able to do anything with her then. i really actually wanna take things further in our relationship. She hasn't even made out with me since our first makeout in my room 5 months ago..

Am i a bad kisser? is that why she only kisses me once every so often? does she even love me anymore? 

I walk into my trailer expecting her to be on her phone. but she isn't. 

"Hey Babe! your trailer is so... whats the word ... girly" 

"how is it girly!!" 

"You have so many pictures! and all your costumes for Carl. and all your scripts remind me of notebooks that girls write everything in. and you have a brush like a girl" 

"my hair is long!! and pictures are memorys!!" 

"Chany babe. you're girly" shes laughes. God i love her laugh. 

I sat down. still flustered not knowing if she still loves me or not. Like now she's calling me girly!! im not girly!! what is she trying to do!!! 

"babe.. Chan... Are you okay? you seem kinda... upset?"

"YEAH I AM UPSET. I DON'T KNOW IF MY FUCKING GIRLFRIEND STILL LOVES ME OR NOT AND SHE IS OVER HERE CALLING ME GIRLY" 

She comes over and sits on my lap facing me. 

"Chandler Carlton Riggs." she squishes my face together and laughs.. then continues.

"I have not lost feelings for you. I never have. and i never will" she kisses my nose. 

"buttt' i try to tell her something but 

"Nope shut up im not done" 

"I love you with absolutley all of my heart, nothing is gonna change that. Ever" she giggles and kisses my lips this time.

only it was a different type of kiss. It meant something more then our little pecks here and there it was a deep one. She wanted to show me that no petter what she still loved me.

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