my brothers best friend Chandler Riggs)

Chapter 8 (a known secret)

"omg Kenz you need to watch Tokyo Ghoul.."

"huh?? wait why? what is it?"

"its anime, its about Ghouls.. duh. i don't wanna give out any spoilers, but its so good! like if you don't watch it im gonna strap you to a chair and make you watch."

"Okay okay ill watch it, but explain what a ghoul is at least.."

"OMG you ask to many damn questions.. but a Ghoul looks like a human, but its not, theres something different about their organs so they can't eat or drink anything humans can.. well except Coffee"

"what do they eat then?"

Kelly smirks.. "Human organs"

" oh this should be interesting then.."

couple hours later*

i guess now that Kelly has gone home ill watch that anime she wanted me to.. I can't believe she turned me into a weeb.. (okay a weeb is a person who is obbessed with anime, figures, and manga's) I honestly never thought i would watch anime.. or be addicted the way i am..

* she watches the first 2 episodes..*

Kellycx : KELLY THIS IS HORRIBLE :'( WHY WOULD YOU MAKE ME WATCH SOMETHING LIKE THIS!!! I LOVE IT ALREADY BUT I FUCKING HATE IT AT THE SAME TIME!!

KenzzxD : How far did you get? i don't wanna ruin anything?

Kellycx : i just finished the second starting the 3rd episode... AND IM ALREADY CRYING. HOW COULD THAT BITCH DO THAT TO KANEKI

KenzzxD : if she didn't there wouldn't be a story..

Kellycx : okay true.. but i still hate her..

KenzzxD : oh shush. he's living isn't he?

Kellycx : I guess.. idk if you can call being part ghoul and part human living. if he eats another human he's a cannibal.. but he also doesn't have a choice because ghouls don't have the ability to starve himself to death..

KenzzxD : just keep watching you weeb.

what did Kelly do to me :'( ive been so upset over this whole series.. im on episode 7 because i didn't wanna stop but today is also the day Chandler finally comes home and so i have to get ready and clean so we can spend the weekend together.

Im so excited to finally get to see him again, its honestly been to long

when i finally decided to get ready after cleaning my room from Kelly spending all week in here with me i wore my green crop top with black strips on it and i wore highwaisted shorts with my vans and my hair curly and i winged my eyeliner because i felt like it.

it sucks having to wear long sleeves all the time but you know, you get used to it, i hope he doesn't ask questions.

we Skyped alot but i always told him i was cold so i had a hoodie on.. now i can't just say that.. because its like really hot outside and its not that cold in our house..

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"Kenz, let's go get icecream pleaseeeeeeeee"

"Chandler you know you're like a 5 year old boy " I giggled and snorted. Great.

"Yeah, but can we get the ice cream?"

Chandler walks up to me and grabs my hands. I got nervous and because I still haven't told him about not staying clean. I should have and Kelly keeps telling me to tell him but I just don't know how.

"Hey, can we talk first. Its kinda important"

"Of course whats wrong sweetheart"

"Chandler you know how you found my uh, cuts. I know I told you I'd stay clean and go to counseling and everything. But it just. It kept getting worse and I couldn't get myself to stop. I'm sorry. I'm still not clean and I don't know what to do. I don't wanna lose you or have you upset with me but o knew I had to tell you now that you've came back home.". By the time I got done telling Chandler how I felt and what happened I was crying and really glad I had worn waterproof makeup.

"Kenz, I already knew. You don't wear hoodies all the time. In fact you are always worried on what you're wearing. We'll work through it I promise. I'm not going anywhere I love you way to much"

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A/n guys I'm really super sorry but uh I'm back