A Sleepy Girl-Sleepybois au

Chapter 12

y/n pov: 

I get woken up by Phil coming into my room, shaking me, and whispering good morning. I wake up and put on a red long sleeve shirt, black leggings, a few necklaces, and a backward black hat. I grab my bag, making sure everything is in there and then come up with a brilliant idea. I should bring my fidget cube ring to school. I go to my dresser, get it out, and then set it in the front of my backpack. I walk out of my room realizing I forgot shoes but Tommy's door is open and I see a pair of half red half white converse and sneak in. I put on the shoes and they are a little big but I like them. Then I go downstairs and see Techno eating his same breakfast. Walking over I open my mouth, he giggles and shoves a spoonful in my mouth. I walk over grab my lunch box and put it in my bag. Then I see Tommy staring at me. I look down at my shoes and back at him then slide behind Techno. Techno looks at me confused but then Tommy yells, "Are you wearing my shoes?" I hear Wil and Techno laugh and then I shrug.

"That is a possibility," I laugh.

"What the heck!" Tommy says while laughing.

"They are kind of big," Wil says laughing. Then Phil comes down, and we all file into the car and head to school. I see all of my friends and run over to them.

"Yay! She's back!" They all yell and I laugh.

"Dude your brother clobbered those kids! So did yours!" Freddie says, then pointing at Drista. 

"They had to do that for me before and Techno helped, so I guess Dream owed him a favor," Drista says laughing. Then the bell rings and Eryn notice me get visibly tense.

"It's all going to be fine. They aren't here to hurt you," He is very calm and steady with his words.

"I know but people are talking about it and it makes me nervous. You would know of all people, it didn't bring back good memories," Eryn nods and we get to our class. All eyes are on me so I scurry and sit down in the back. I should've worn a hoodie today. I could put my hood up and block everyone out. I listen to the teacher go through the announcements. Things like 'don't be a bully' and 'don't use punches, use words' and loads of other crap show up. Every single time one pops up everyone stares at me. I grab my fidget and start using the silent things, like the switch and the worry stone. Then I see 'Softball team tryouts next week Tuesday after school. To get more info please go to this link!' I look at Eryn and he knows how much I want to play and smiles. It makes me forget about everything for a moment but then the bell rings and everything comes back. I make my way swiftly through the halls avoiding any confrontations besides with my friends and go into class. I get the work I missed in every class and work on it when I can. In the halls, things are shouted at me like, "Lucky you have a strong older brother." "Weak bitch." and many more. I take all the work I need to do and bring it to lunch. Leaving my lunch in my locker. I start doing it all to get as much done as I can. If you don't get A's you know what happens. Finish it all. You know what happens when your grade drops to 89. I get knocked out of my thoughts when Techno taps me and sets down half of his sandwich. 

I look up at him, "I'm not hungry," I pick it up and shove it back at him, but he doesn't take it. "Techno, you need food too. I am not hungry," I say pushing the food at him more.

"Just have a few bites," He says and I whine. I set it on the table and just keep doing my work. He walks away but I don't touch the sandwich. I don't bring it to the garbage, I don't eat it. I work. I see Techno walk back up to me before the bell rings to pick up the half of his sandwich he gave me and throw it away. I look at him and feel immense guilt. You couldn't even take a bite. You wasted his food. You are a disappointment. The guilt rushes over me and my eyes prick with tears. I suck them back in before they can even threaten to fall and Techno puts an arm on my shoulder, "I am always proud of you and love you," He says ruffling my hair and we get a yell.