So we just wait?

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"Y/n, Steve needs us in the meeting room." Natasha whispers, trying to wake you up softly.

"Do I have to go?" You mumble, half asleep.

"He says it's important but if you dont want to-"

"I'm coming." You say, slowly getting up.

You put on a hoodie then walk with Nat to the meeting room where only Steve is at.

"Where's everyone else?" You ask sitting at the table.

"The information I'm about to give you is personal and I wanted to tell you before I tell the rest of the team." Steve answers.

"Okay..." You say, confused.

"The file you and the others retrieved was on you, Hydra has been trying to get to you since you've come back to the compound from S.H.I.E.L.D, that's why they took Tony and they thought they had you for good at that cabin. They wanted to test something on you, but in order for whatever they were trying to work, they needed you to be isolated for over  a year, it seems they've been making a plan to get you back." Steve says, reading your facial expressions.

You don't say anything.

"Y/n..." Natasha says your name, seeing if you comprehended what Steve just told you.

"So how do we get my Dad back?" You ask, avoiding eye contact.

"For now we have to just wait, I'm guessing what they've done is similar to what they did to Bucky, we'll have to take the same precautions we took with him." Steve replies.

"So we just wait?" You ask, a little angry.

"For now, yes." Steve says standing up.

"If you choose to you can stay while I brief the team, if you don't want to, you may leave." Steve offers.

You get up and leave the room not saying anything.

Nat stays to ask Steve a question.

"There's nothing at all that we can do?" Nat asks.

"Nothing." Steve assures her.

"Okay." Nat says, nodding.

You go into your room and slam your door out of anger.

You sit at the edge of your bed with your head in your palms. Your anxiety starts to force it's way into your mind.

This was all because of you, Tony's mind control, yours and Daisy's abduction, risking hurting your team getting that file, all of it... because of you.

The panic flows in more, you work your way to the floor just in case you were to have a full panic attack.

"Breath Y/n, your alright, focus. Remember you have a mission to do, don't let your thoughts overwhelm you, it's in your head, don't let them win." You remember the words Daisy told you one time when you had a panic attack mid-mission.

There's a soft knock at your door.

"Y/n?" Natasha asks, checking on you after you got the news.

You don't respond so she opens the door. She sees you on the floor bundled up, with tears on your face.

"What's wrong, did you hurt yourself?" She asks panicked, she shuts the door and rushes infront of you on the ground.

"It was just another panic attack." You say, as if that's any better.

"And your okay?" She asks, cupping your face.

You nod.

She sits beside you, leaning against the bed frame of your bed.

"We're going to get him back." She assures you, grabbing your hand.

You try to let her words sinking to convince you, but you have a feeling you'll never get him back.

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