We cannot learn without pain -Aristotle

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Authors note: I know I asked about adding smut and whatever, but it's sort of christmas so idk feels weird lol, so maybe like in a week anywho...

"The sunset I'd the best this time of year." You say sitting down on the roof.

"It really is." She says sitting next to you.

Neither of you say a word, you both just stare into the distance.

After a couple of hours of drinking you both stare up at the stars. You point out a few differnet constellations to her while laying down.

"It's freezing out here." Natasha says.

"Let's go back inside, it's getting late anyway." You say, standin up and grabbing her hand.

She walks you to your room.

"I missed this." Natasha says  stopping at your door.

"What's 'this' exactly?" You ask, with your back against the door.

"Spending time with you." She says, looking up from her hands to your lips to your eyes, and back to your lips again.

"Well then I miss this too." You say, stepping closer.

"Y/n we can't." She says with heavy breaths.

"Tell me you don't love me." You say  seriously.

"What?" She questions.

"Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me anymore." You demand, your heat beats loudly.

Natasha looks down at her hands.

"I can't." She says looking back at you.

"Why?" You ask.

"Because I love you Y/n! I love you an uncontrollable amount, but I wish I didn't because I hurt you so bad, and for your sake I wish I didn't ever speak to you again. All I cause you is pain, and you don't deserve that." She says taking a step back.

"We cannot learn without pain- Aristotle." You quote, leaving her confused.

"What?" She asks.

"It's a quote, what I'm trying to say is we'll grow from the past, we'll move one and forget about it." You explain.

She smiles.

"What's that smile for?" You ask.

"You've always been good with words. She says, wrapping her arms around your waist.

"There's lots of things I'm better at." You says putting your arms around her back.

"I know you are." She says, pushing you against your door.

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