I'm here for you - A Namkook Fiction

Dek Kvar

Next thing they knew, they were both staring each other in the eyes, not saying anything. Neither of them knew exactly how they got like this. Both of them were just enjoying the moment and neither of them actually realized what they were doing. They had been like this for at least 20 minutes, since Jungkook had turned up to Namjoon's door at midnight with bruises all over him.

Namjoon had been patiently waiting for an explanation, while Jungkook struggled to give one.

"I'm so sorry," Jungkook said, head in his hands. "I'm just not strong enough."

Namjoon stood up in surprise. "What? What do you mean you're not strong enough? Your one of the strongest people I know. I admire you, you know. Now I may not know too much, but I know that whatever it is, you can, and will get through it."

Looking up with teary eyes, Jungkook forced a small smile. "Thank you, hyung. That means a lot to me," he said, voice wavering, sounding as if he's about to cry.

"Of course, anything for you Jungkook." Namjoon said, sitting back down in his spot, calming down.

"You can take all the time in the world if you need to..." Namjoon said, looking at Jungkook, who had started to calm down a little bit. After a few more shaky breaths, he finally found the energy and willpower to speak.

"I miss you. I miss us. I miss what we used to be, and everything that we used to have. Where did it all go? Why did you just throw it all away like that? Did you know that all it would take to break me was one person, one night, and four words? I really felt betrayed by that, and now that it's all gone, I'm starting to get over you. I can't seem to help feeling bad on your part, though. You lost me. You lost me back then, and you aren't going to get me back. Ever. I don't feel too bad though, since you cheated that night. Even when you are drunk, saying 'I don't love you' still hurts all the same. Even after apologies. As for why I came here? I have no idea. I'll be taking my leave now, and please don't ever come looking for me, your face irritates me."

With that, Jungkook stood up and left, not giving any time for Namjoon to understand a thing that was being said to him. By the time the could comprehend what the younger had said to him, he was already out the house, and half way to God knows where.

"Wait! Jungkook! I still love you..." Namjoon had tried to call out, but the other boy was nowhere to be found, and all Namjoon could do, was hope that he came back, or get over the fact the his true love was running away from him. Forever.