I'm here for you - A Namkook Fiction

Dek Kvin

Slouching against the wall, Namjoon let his tears fall.

All of his atttempts to win Jungkooks heart back went to waste.

Trying not to wake up his family, he managed to stay completely silent dispite the mental pain he was experiencing.

After a while of tears falling to the ground, stress consuming his body, and anxiety at it's peak, he couldn't stay quiet anymore.

He stood up, packed a backpack with water, a couple bags of chips, wallet, portable charger, earbuds and his phone. Grabbing the back, he slung it on and left his home.

He whipped out his phone, and even though he had no idea where he was going, he made sure that he went far enough.

Namjoon walked to the grocery store, after checking to see which ones would be open at 2 am.

Still stressing, he walked into Walmart with tear stained cheeks. Ignoring the stares he got, he walked straight to the iced coffee section and bought 3 of them.

Head down, he walked straight to a random park. He sat on the ground, happy to be finally left alone.

He knew that he would have to deal with the concern of his parents when the notice he isn't at home. All that he could do was hape they didn't call the police and make them send him back home, because he only felt more stress when he was there. Home is the place where you are supposed to be comfortable, but that isn't how it turned out for Namjoon.

Inside of his own home is where we worked his hardest and made his biggest efforts, but that is also they place that his efforts went to waste.

If Namjoon had learned something that day, it would be that no matter how much you think you know somebody, you are bound to be disappointed.

He knows now, that he should never let anyone person be the main source of your happiness, because they can leave you at anytime they desire.

Trust issues have been set in place, along with heartbreak, and potentially mental disorders revealed as well.

All of this because of love.