Bad Boys Bring Heaven To You...

May 8th

These past few days with Remington have been the best I've had in my life. I've never fallen so hard for someone as much as I did for Remington. Every time he'd visit me at diner, he never hesitated to compliment me and tell me how happy he was to see me, as well as steal a few kisses from me and leaving me flustered. And when he'd come to see me after work, we'd walk for over an hour and just talk about everything while enjoying each other's company. I can't remember ever feeling this happy and it's thanks to Remington that I've found a reason to smile again.

Tonight, as we strolled through the town and he held my hand securely, he asked me a question I wasn't expecting, "Amelie, you know I'm honest when I tell you how beautiful and sweet-natured you really are. Have you never had anyone tell you that before?" I shook my head and told him my story involving my family.

"I've never had anyone tell me anything good about myself, not even my parents who praised my sister more than me, so no. I've lived so long without something like that that I started to believe there was nothing good about me, not even my beauty. Especially since the first boy I thought loved me, left me for my sister who he ended up marrying. After that happened, I didn't even believe I was worthy for something as special as...love."

I felt a little sad expressing everything and was taken back when Remington pulled me behind a building and pushed me against the wall where he crashed his lips onto mine while holding me tightly. I kissed back and held on tight to him, my hands running through his hair and messing that up. Before I knew it, he took my wrists in his hands and pinned them over my head as he continued to kiss me passionately. The intensity growing between us was making my heart beat faster.

He pulled away and moved his lips across my jaw and down my neck where I felt my senses being driven wild and I was finding it hard to breathe normally. As his kisses got more intense, I began letting out soft sighs of pleasure I tried holding back but couldn't. "Rem-Remington...", I tried speaking clearly but it was impossible to focus properly.

He finally pulled away to look into my eyes and let go of my wrists as he wrapped his arms around me and told me, "Where have you been all my life? A beautiful angel such as yourself should never have to feel bad about herself. I'm going to get rid of those insecurities you have about yourself if it's the last thing I do."

I was shocked by the seriousness of his words that I almost forgot to ask him, "But why?" He let out a long sigh before telling me, "Isn't it obvious, Amelie? I've fallen for you and I want you to be able to see yourself the way I see you. And in my eyes, I see the most gorgeous creature with a kind heart and soft soul." His words managed to make my entire face red and I hung my head to try to hide it.

I felt Remington lift my head back up with his hand as he smiled looking into my eyes and I wondered what was it I ever did to deserve such a lovely person such as Remington to come into my life and make me feel happy with myself for once. He placed a gentle kiss on my lips then that made my heart leap to feel such sweet passion in my heart.

Remington then asked me, "Can I come over to your place?", to which I effortlessly said yes. Mostly because I wanted to spend more time with him. When we got back to my apartment and I let him in, I just showed him the inside of my unit, heated up some coffee for us and showed him my collection of vinyl records.

"This one is my favorite", I said as I placed one on my record player and moved the needle to have it start playing. In a matter of seconds, the music started and it was so soothing to listen to. I almost didn't even notice Remington standing close to me and pulling me closer to him as he took my hand and placed his other hand on the small of my back. Soon enough, he started to dance with me to the song that was playing and I felt like I was in heaven just moving with him holding me securely.

As a slow song started to play, he pulled me in to let me rest my head on his chest and he placed his head on my shoulder. Usually, I'd be nervous at how close we were, but this felt so peaceful and natural that I never want to let go and wished this song would play forever.

"Remington?", I then asked in a whisper, he replied with, "Yes, my sweetness?" "I'm so happy I met you. I wouldn't trade anything in the world for what we have right now." He looked at me as I said that and replied with a sweet smile, "Neither would I", then kissed my forehead before going back to dance with me in his arms.

When we got tired, I told Remington that he could stay for the night since it's so late and he was more than happy to oblige. As I was already settled in bed, I noticed Remington removing his jacket and shirt only to be shirtless and I wasn't expecting his skin to be toned with muscles and littered with tattoos that looked so beautiful on him. He glanced over at me and I turned away before he could notice, but I wasn't quick enough.

"It's okay if you stare, Amelie", he muttered as he inched closer to me on the bed and gave a lust-filled smirk, "I'm sure you look pretty sexy under your clothes as well. I'm willing to be my life on it." That made my face turn tomato red as I hid my head under my blanket and he laughed before climbing into bed with me and pulling me closer to his chest where it felt so warm and soft. He wrapped his arms securely around me as he whispered before closing his eyes, "Wouldn't want you to freeze on a cold night. Sweet dreams, my darling." I said back to him, "Good night, Rem" as I relaxed into his touch and rested my head onto his chest where the rhythmic beat of his heart was enough to lull me to sleep.