They couldn't be together. But god did they want to be.
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"What do you get?" I asked. His lips curled up and I felt him give me the worst grin of all time.
"You darling, you'll have to do whatever I say"
"But-"
"Your a virgin darling I know" his...
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D A M I O N R U S S O
We had rushed to get home. Well to put it different Aurora had urged me to get home as quick as we could.
I didn't want that.
Because in a matter of hours she would pack her things and leave me to my thoughts and cabinet of liquor.
It's fully stocked too.
I didn't drive with my feet fully on the pedal and watched the night sky with the stars dancing around the sky.
The way they lit up at night is mesmerizing. Stars don't shut on and off. Their there the whole time but don't shut off until the night comes.
It's kinda like Aurora in a way. She was always there, funny beautiful Aurora. She was always there but I never fully noticed her until she was mine.
Like the stars when they only show up at night.
I probably don't make sense. Shit I don't even make sense to myself.
But at the same time I understand what I'm thinking.
The stars are twinkling now. Shining and scattered across the sky like the few freckles Aurora has along her breasts.
No one would see them but me. I've kissed every one of them.
More than once as well.
You could see them unless you've paid close attention. Their faint really. Faint little freckles. Their barley darker than her skin tone but tan in the sun when she does.
Seeing Aurora tan naked was a strange sight for me at first but the more constant she was at it was the more I longed for her to do it more.
Once she was sleeping and not talking. She had her sunglasses on and I took them off since I didn't want her tan to be messed up.
That's what I told her anyway. I just wanted to see if she was awake.
She woke up from the sun reaching her eyes and i leaned down and kissed every inch of her body.
We didn't do anything that day. Just kissing.
I saw that we were a street close to the house and reality truly finally set in. I sighed and closed my eyes for a second before reopening them and facing the reality that was set for us.
I don't know how many times I'm going to have to say sorry but not even be able to really say them.
Your not sorry Damion otherwise you wouldn't do this.
If you really loved her you would keep her if it meant her death.
And I know she would still choose to be with me even if it put her in harms way. Which is why I made the decision for her, it's better this way.
