forgotten daughter

life before the Accident

"You shall never catch me" yelled a young girl aged 6, running away from her father. (Y/N) and Harrison wells are their names. Harrison chuckled as he caught his daughter and tickled her. Harrison's wife, Tess wells looked at the father-daughter with love as she rubbed her pregnant belly, they are going to have another daughter, they were so happy.  

(Y/N)'s POV 

Life was so much simpler. Jesse and dad loved me and mum was alive. we were such a happy family but that day happened.

we were driving back from the beach, oh it was so fun but that's no the point, it was very dark and you couldn't see anything. Jess was sleeping soundly and I was falling asleep, when dad turned around to take a picture of us. mum giggled as she said "they have you wrapped around their little fingers", dad smiled at that comment and looked at mum. Before he could reply mum screamed "Harrison the road".

after that it went all black, the last thing I remember is dad shouting for someone to help and Jesse's wailing. the next thing I know is that we are at mum's funeral and dad loving Jesse more and always being worried about her even if she is only five feet away from him. what about me? Am I not good enough for him? Maybe I did something wrong, I don't know.

so I made a decision that I  now regret a lot. it was to be just like my mum and take care of Jesse so dad can have time to himself and go to work. But that led me to have Jesse thinking I am trying to replace mum but I AM NOT! sorry. I would never try to replace mum I wanted Jesse to grow up with at least a mother figure but I guess I couldn't do that. But being the stubborn person I am I still did my best to make her happy. I secretly bought her what she wanted with my own money that i worked hard for, did all her homework for her, made her favourite dinner and baked treats but nothing worked.

As for my Dad. Oh boy. Jesse is his whole world or in his words his Joy. what about me, I did everything to be perfect for you but no Jesse is the perfect child. I graduated high school at the age of 12 and finished college by the time I was 14. I cooked dinner for Dad for when he got home he wouldn't have to and did all the chores and even Jesse's chores and that is still not good enough.

 And I still agreed to be the heir to S.T.A.R EVEN THOUGH I DONT WANT TO! Why not Jesse if she is the so called "Perfect child". Due to this I wasn't allowed to go on dates or date anyone like I don't want to be like my dad, not anymore. Yes when I was younger I would do anything to be like my dad he was my hero but I don't want to be the type of person that will love one child more that the other. That is unfair for them and since I have three of my own i find it very difficult to not love one more that the other.

I came to the realisation that to be happy was for me to leave and never come back. I didn't know when to do this but i had to, I didn't want to have anymore fights with my dad and baby sister i love the very dearly and that hurts me a lot and maybe them.so little by little i started to move my stuff to my boyfriends apartment. 

And the day before i was going to leave, i had enough of them so i left but not before having an argument with my dad telling, well more like screaming what i felt and i don't regret it, well maybe a little but if i hadn't left i wouldn't have had my amazing little super babies and amazing husband.