Discontinued🚫 // this seems to familiar. || Colby Brock x Reader

Saying sorry and excuses Chpt18

I always make the stupid drama parts so dramatic LMAO

I wake up to a bright light being left on, I lay down staring at the ceiling. I groan, my stomach was hurting and my head was pounding. A few minutes later I sit up hearing a knock at the door, I looked around to see Colbys room, I didn't ask anything though. Sam walked in.

Y/n: oh..hey Sam.

I hiccuped. Sam walked inside all the way closing the door, he sat next to me on Colbys bed. 

Sam: hi y/n, how are you doing? You didn't take those shots to well, I mean.. you won but after was a mess!

I chuckled, I nodded.

Y/n: I'm doing fine I think, my head hurts and I'm hungry but I'm fine. 

I looked down to see the now dry towel under my leg. I looked back into sams eyes which were also blue.

Sam: I'll go get water, just stay here.

His voice seemed as if he was worried , he laughed it off. I agreed shaking my head, I didn't feel like talking a lot today. Sam got up and left, I started to take off my rings, necklace and earrings. I didn't bother with my bracelets. Sam came back into the room with ice cold water.

Y/n: thank you Sam.

You gave him a crooked but warming smile, which he gave a perfect one back. 

Sam: surprised you haven't asked about Colby?

He says as if it he forgotten about last night. 

Y/n: why do I need to care about that b1tch..

I said growing angry, I put my water down on the side table. I looked down and started fidgeting with my fingers. Should I have called him that? Sam is his best friend, he's gonna be mad huh.. my mind wondering to how Sam will react. Sam gasped in shock.

Sam: I mean, he's a b1tch sometimes, but I get it yeah... 

He stopped talking, he took it better than I expected. We both sat in silence.

Y/n: I'm guessing you're waiting for me to say something? Well then, where is Colby?

I giggled awkwardly and painfully, I really wanted to die after seeing him with Shea.

Sam: with that girl again, Sarah? No, shea? Right?

My heart felt as if it were stabbed when he said the first four words. "Of course" I mumbled. 

Y/n: Sam, I'm gonna be honest. Seeing him with her killed me, I really like Colby. A lot.. I was gonna ask him out today but I don't know about it know. I had it all planned—

My throat got clogged and I couldn't speak anymore, I felt as if I were going to cry. Why am I so emotional? Who the fu.ck knows.. 

Sam: oh.. I get why that would hurt..

Sam wrapped his arm around my side pulling me into a hug. 

Sam: I'm.. not good at this stuff, do you mind if I bring kat to talk to you? Or Devyn? 

I giggled, still holding tears. I nodded so I didn't cry. Sam got up pulling his phone out texting someone. He walked out and I laid down. 

Few minutes later

I see Colby walk in, his face was shocked to see me so I'm guessing he thought I would leave his room by now, to me honest I forgot I was even in his room. My eyes grew attached to him, I couldn't look away. Suddenly the black hair girl walked in behind him. My excitement faded quickly, suddenly Shea grabbed his hand and waved to me. 

I rolled my eyes to act like I didn't care. 

Colby: y-y/n! I didn't expect you to still be in my room..I'm sorry about last ni—

I stood up (which shut him up) grabbing my things, I looked at my feet as I walked to the door.

Y/n: sorry, I'll- leave!

I said laughing awkwardly 

his hand hit my arm trying to stop me, I smiled in sadness still walking out. I look up to see Sam with the girls, I smile. Sam gives a sad look to me.

Devyn: y/n..oh baby. I heard it al-

Y/n: don't worry devy! It's fine! I can't control anyone.

I said referring to Colby and his relationship status, I walk to my room locking the door as soon as I enter, I chuckle to myself awkwardly. I lay against my door sliding down to the ground. I get flashbacks to me sliding down the concrete wall when I almost died to who ever was following me, I didn't react I just sighed.

A few minutes later I feel knocking travel from the door to my body, "hm" I muttered suspiciously.

Colby: Shea is gone, can we talk? 

He said, it felt like a lie but I groaned with no reply.

Colby: y/n, please. I don't like her like that, she got on top of me last night by herself. I didn't want it either okay? 

Y/n: I didn't want it either, okay?

I mocked him in a tiny squeaky voice, I made hand movements even tho he couldn't see. 

Colby: I was also fu.cked up last night before our shots..

I laughed.

Y/n: you were fu.cked up? Well you're pretty good at hiding that aren't ya? Because the two excuses you gave me dont line up.

Colby: ...y/n, no matter what. I don't like her, why do you care anyways? I'm sorry—

He pauses.

Colby: you know what, why am I even saying sorry? We aren't dating? I'm not doing anything wrong?! You can c-control me?

Colby got protective of himself, I felt his energy getting angry. I giggled at his last words.

Y/n: who said I'm controlling you? Like fu.cking he1l Colby! I have a crush on you, no you aren't doing anything wrong unless leading a girl on is illegal?!

I started raising my voice, I got up placing my hand on the door knob. Everything went silent, nor did I open the door.

Colby: like.. me.

It grew awkward between us, I opened the door to see his confused with emotions face expression. 

Y/n: it's just, —so funny how I really wanted to ask you out anyways today. Ah, the date would have been perfect!

I squint my eyes to meet his, he didn't reply. I started shaking. 

Colby: I'm- sorry y/n. I messed this up huh, can— we restart? I'll kick Shea out of my life..I'll-I'll—

He mumbled to find something to do so we could restart. 

I mumbled "fine" back, looking down at my bare feet. 

Colby: y/n.. we almost did something last night. This is stupid to bring up but like..

He started laughing. His laugh made my mood brighter, I didn't feel mad. "Oh?" I gasped, we made eye contact, he did his pretty smile he always does, it made me smile and blush.

I sighed.

Y/n: okay whatever, let's act like we didn't have a fight, I guess.

We both laughed. He nodded and I did back. 

Colby: I'm ordering pizza so be downstairs in a few? 

"Okkk" I said closing the door on his face, I didn't bother locking it but I smiled holding in a squeal. The fact we fought and instantly made up was funny to me.. I threw myself on my bed pulling out my phone and AirPods starting music. 

Word count 1212

Sorry this is so quick I have random motivation to write a lot today