lies (enemies to lovers gxg)

chapter 1.

TW--

-swearing

-mention of ED

Sages pov-

She pushed me into my locker.

What the fuck Macy? i said pushing her back

Macy and I were enemies . We hated each other almost as much as we hated ourselves. We used to be friends, for a short amount of time. Until I found out she told my secret to everyone at school. Of course that was in 9th grade. Back then I was confused, now I'm in 11th grade and still confused.

I was bi, that's what she told the school. I had only ever told Macy. But when she told the whole school, the school told my parents. Let's just say that didn't end well for me or my eyes.

Ever since then we hated each other.

Back in 9th grade I liked her. But she never knew. So I didn't tell anyone. Something inside of me still liked her, but I knew it was wrong, and I couldn't, not sense she hated me.

So now I just sit her being bullied around by her and her friends Jamie and Tyler. God I hated them even more than I did Macy. They were stood up bitches who could do anything and not care what it did to other people.

Oh yeah, walk away. she yelled as I was dragged by my best friend jane. She had been my best friend for years, although she didn't know much about me, I knew everything about her. I was kinda like her therapist. But that's ok, that's all I know of friendships. Being stabbed in the back, so i don't trust anyone. Not even jane.

What the fuck was that sage? Jane asked, pulling me away.

What was what? i asked

You don't fight macy, you know that you 2 hate each other. she said wide eyed

I know but she started it! I told her.

No shush , let's just get to class.

The next couple days were the same, go to school, pep talk jane, fight macy. Over and over again. I was getting tired of it. I have to be honest but oh well i can't do anything about it.

The bell rang for the 5th period. I went to where I usually sit in the back of the room, but today there were new seats, and great, I sat by Macy, of course.

I walked to my seat looking at Macy who was already sitting at the table. We faked, smiled and rolled our eyes at each other. When I sat down we turned away from each other. I pulled out my notebook, but she didn't. She never did work. I did.

I was always one to do my work and get straight A's. I don't think she was, she was one to cause trouble and to not do work. So this would be fun.

After class when I was about to leave the teacher called me and Macy over, we walked over to her desk.

Macy, you're failing this class. And sage your highest score in this class. I was thinking, maybe sage, could you help Macy out? she said

I looked at macy wide mouthed, her doing the same.

Oh no way i cant work with her. macy said glaring at me

Please it would help you so much Macy and it would just be for a little bit. she said looking at us with a please look.

I looked at Macy, she looked at me.

Ugh, fine. we both said.

Thank you, it will help you guys so much.

We then walked out of the room

I'm not doing this. Macy said.

Just please. Once? i asked annoyed

Find. your house after school. she said walking away.

I stood there in awe. I rolled my eyes and walked away.

After school I got home and cleaned up a little bit. I told my brother that someone was coming over but he would be out, at his job.

A couple minutes later there was a knock at the door, I opened the door showing Macy standing with her arms crossed.

Come in.'' I said snotty. We walked up into my room, she was wearing fishnet with jean shorts, she wore an oversized flannel tucked in on one side of her shorts. She looked good. Ew no no no i can't think that.

Me on the other hand i wore a pair of oversized distressed jeans, and a fishnet top with a mesh top. We had the same but different styles.

It had been 15 minutes of silently waiting.

So what work do you need help with then? i said after a while

Idk. she answered, still looking at her phone.

So do you want to do work? i asked again

Idk she answered again.

So what do you want to do then? i asked getting annoyed

Will you stop asking me so many questions? I just want to get through high school. she said throwing her phone down, i was surprised but angry.

Why do you hate me? I asked , raising my eyebrows.

Mhm i don't hate you. she said, rolling her eyes.

Yes you do, you told the whole school that i was gay, and now for some reasson you hate me.'' I said standing up off my desk chair.

Ok i didn't mean to do that. That wasn't my fault. she said rolling her eyes again

Then why do you still hate me? i asked

She stood up from the bed.

Because your life is perfect Sage! A perfect family, a perfect school life, great friends. A great life, ok im jeusoly. I thought it would be a way to shut you out of my life, as a remdier that im fucked up. But it didn't. And now everything is fucked up. My whole life is a mess now. she said almost crying. I stood there in awh, i didnt know thats why. But my life was far from perfect

My life is far from perfect. I said almost whispering.

Oh yeah. What's so bad about it? she said. I rolled my eyes

Ever since you told the school i was gay, my parnet found out. They were already fighting, after that they fought about whose fault it was, so they divorced. None of them wanted custody over me so I went to live with my brother. And I don't have good friends, I'm a therapist. No one knows anything about me, no one knows that I throw up my food after I eat it because I'm already too fat.'' I stopped myself. I didn't mean to say the last part. I looked a her in the eyes. She had her eyes wide open and mouth wide open too.

Uhm, i'm sorry i didn't mean to say that, uh you should go. I said looking down.

I- uh. Ok,I'll see you later, Sage. she said walking out of the room.

I fell on my bed. I looked to the ceiling, and I started crying. I just told my enemy that I had an eating disorder. She's gonna tell everyone now. You fucked up Sage.

A/N

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