I lay at the bottom of this never ending black hole
Being pushed and pulled this way and that
These thoughts they tug, chew, and spit me out
Just to do it all over again
They whisper, they shout, they shake me to the very core
They kiss me and caress me till they are bored
It is an endless cycle that goes on forever
What can I do I'm at the disadvantage
There is one of me and millions of them
Their hold on me is deep
They tell me I have nothing left
No fight, no hope, no will to live
They say I'm undeserving, disgusting, a parasite to humanity
They are right
What do I do to contribute, I burden everyone around me
All I do I mess up
These thoughts have me right where they want me
In their abyss of hopelessness
They tell me there is only one way out
Off myself
