These thoughts they swarm me
Overwhelmed me and choke me
Off myself huh?
That is the only way out
They are right I have no other option
I want these thought silenced and for that I know what must be done
I plan it, I gather all the things I need, I've even written a note saying it's no ones fault
The day arrives
My thoughts are all cheering ooooing and ahhhing at the event unfolding
I'm tortured and exhausted all I want is a good rest
If this is what I must do then let it be that
I crawl in the tub for I have chosen my way
One vertical cut on both wrists should do the trick
I've timed it just right no one is around
It will be hours till my body is found
I've placed my letter on the table t
Telling my mother it's ok
Don't look in the bathroom just call the police
For I don't want her to bear the scars Which she would have if she were to find me in here
I'm laying in the tub looking up
When the buzzing of my thoughts stop
There is nothing just darkness here
I start to panic for I am alone
No peace, no serenity, not even a sliver I realize my mistake a little too late
I've yearned to be alone but not like this
Not from my family and friends
Just from these thoughts that have bombarded me non-stop
What am I doing?
This is not what I want
Help!
I try to stand up but I'm too weak
Someone...Anyone... Help me...
Please....
I've lost too much blood and my eyes have grown heavy
This not the way I want to go
This isn't the salvation I seek
