The Girl and The Nomad (ClementineXMaleReader)

A Broken Teen

Y/N POV

"Time has change things are difficult. I... guess I changed too. I'm not that innocent kid who wants to join the marines. Have a beautiful wife had some kids one day but I guess that changed as well. Maybe I can just be a man and accept the fact that I have to find a new dream like I'm a whole new person".

I stop writing in my Diary as I was sitting on a little bridge right underneath was our little river to catch fish. I was lost and confused of who I am.

Y/N: *Sigh* I just can't continue with this without you.

The water reflect from me to Soul.

Soul: Just be Strong my son.

Y/N: That's the point I can't be strong if I'm broken.

Soul: Y/N you got this your a Nomad if you can achieve that then you be stronger than anyone here.

I didn't say anything as the water reflecting was returned back to Me I was sigh again. I hear some footsteps coming my way. I grab my pistol and aim.

Violet: Whoa there it's just me.

I lower my weapon.

Y/N: Vi what are you doing out here it's to dangerous.

Violet: I know but I wanna check up on you sounds like you had a Yelling contest with your Nomad Brother.

Y/N: I'm fine just that we're tense up from the raiders coming. I guess something else is coming on with my mind also.

Violet walked over to me.

Violet: What's on your other mind.

Y/N: Ah it's just about me.

Violet: What's about you? I mean nothing wrong with you?

Y/N: That's the point I'm not OK!!

I just realized I just yell at Violet.

Y/N: Sorry I'm just frustrated about everything right now.

Violet: It's ok I understand.

Violet sits right next to me.

Y/N: Shit ain't easy no more.

Violet: What you expect this is when the world is gone to shit it's never going to be easy.

Y/N: Yeah well especially when you're dying.

Violet: WHAT!?

Ah shit here we go again. Looks like i have to spill the beans.

Y/N: *Sigh* I've got tuberculosis from a guy that I killed long time ago. Well when I figure out how long I've got it's just been Hell every since.

Violet was shocked as she hear the news and that's a bad sign.

Violet: How long do you got?

Well that's a first.

Y/N: 5 years Doc says as long I'm somewhere warm and try to be healthy I'll last 5 more years.

Violet: A year Jesus Y/N what the fuck!!

I just sit there in silent till Violet ask one last question.

Violet: Does Clementine knows about your secret?

Y/N: No no she don't know.

Violet and I was quiet as I was looking at the forest.

Violet: Well this gonna suck.

Y/N: Tell me about it. It's feels like the world is on my shoulders.

Violet: And you came across from us and now we're getting ready for a war.