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Janae pov

" come on janae get up " cam said standing over me it's been what like an hour of him just straight beating my ass " I can do this all day " he said I just laid there crying everything hurts he grabbed my neck pulling me up holding me against the wall with on hand

" wait wait please no" I cried

" why you like playing with me " he said " it's like you like me beating yo ass janae" he said " if I call to fucking phone janae answer that shit no excuse or I'm beating yo ass if I see you being friendly to any nigga I'm beating yo ass if a see yo ass doing some thot shit janae imma beat chu ass I dare yo ass to play me nae you gotta be perfect for me but I guess that won't happen until I beatchu ass to death " he said tears streamed down my face looking at him wanting him to let me go He stared right back at me

" please " I cried he let my neck sleep go I feel to the floor crying and coughing he went in the bathroom I heard water running

"Come so you can get that blood and shit off you " he said helping me up I washed up he helped me get dressed i laid in the bed all I wanted to do was be under kentrell and hold iyland after that whole little situation he left the next day I wanted to tell him what she said I was too mad the other day to tell him but he want answer my phone calls

" can I call someone to see iyland " I asked he was putting on his shoes

" yeah ma " he said " I'm going to get food " he said grabbing his keys leaving I waited to here the front door closed before call ten

" hold up " he said getting up he went upstairs flipping the camera showing her and kentrell he was playing with her

" I miss her" I said Finna cry I can hear her laugh and everything he flipped camera back around

" how you holding up sis" he said " kd told us what jazz said yb tryna not yo believe it " he said

" I really need you guys right now ten all of y'all "  I said breaking down

" nae what going on talk to me " Ben said getting worried I just cried

" a lot ten it's a lot of shit dat happening " I said " I tried killing my own child the person I need the most hates me I'm getting bashed on the internet because his girl school work stressing me " I said " I have never ending pain I can never just be happy unless I'm dead" I said

" nae do you feel like killing your self " he asked

" who " I heard three asked he looked in the camera my face wasn't in it

" nae " ten said

" what the fuck happen " three said

" hold up nae do you " I kept quiet " go get top " he told three Do I wanna end it all right here right know I looked at cam stuff den at the blood stains on the floor I opened the night stand grabbed cams gun

" ten" I said " I love y'all " I said

" nae bruh what you gonna do " he said I hung up looking at the gun picking it up  I cocked it back aiming it at me I closed my eyes putting my hand on the trigger pulling it but nothing happened I moved it checking to see if it had any bullets and it didn't my phone was blowing up I throw the gun crying seeing it was either the gang or fuck ass instagram I read through the instagram shit seeing it was Kay jazz and yaya kentrell called me i declined he kept calling back so I answered

" what the fuck is ten and three talking about " he said

" I dont know " I said

" janae bruh " he said I didn't say anything " you really down der tryna kill yo self for what because I'm mad at you nae for fight my girl da no reason nae now you being selfish " he said

" I fought her cause she spoke on my daughter and how I'm I being selfish nobody gives a fuck Ben and them will forever be on your side you be believing other shit people be saying I do my mama watched her boyfriend rape me her boyfriend sold me to a Nigga" I said In tears

" what about iyland" he said he sounded a lil hurt by my words I thought on iyland

" she happy with you " I said it was quite he hung up I laid down letting my tears letting sleep take over

" oww" I mumbled in my sleep

" that hurt" cam asked I nodded he rubbed it pulling me closer " you been crying " he asked

" yeah " I mumbled

" when iyland coming back I wanna see you smile " he said I shrugged

" up to here father " I said I was forcing my self back to sleep

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My nigga cam got a dark heart buttt kentrell heart even darker when it comes to the one he love 😈😈😈😈😈

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