I looked at his scars tracing them no off the gang been answering my calls I've been so confused on why cam be having mood swing so I've just been trying to at least follow what he say
"my first love did them " he said outta the blue I stop tracing them looking up at him " that was the first and last time I fell in love with anybody " he said
" why she do it" I asked
" ion know she just flipped " he said " my father told me the only way females listen is if you beat they ass every fuck up they do Ian believe that shit until her ass" he simply said shrugging
" not every female like that " I said his mood changed I can tell cause he stopped rubbing my back and looking away
" ion wanna hear that shit " he said
" sorry" I mumbled looking back down
"I'm finna head out answer the phone when I call" he said moving me off him he put on his shirt " see you tonight " he said walking out I laid back down my phone ringed I grabbed it seeing kd I answered quickly
" hey best " he said lowly
" hey" I said " why nobody answer my calls " I asked
" top said you said we don't care about you so they got mad" he said " I need to here that out yo mouth so do you think that " he said " everybody right here " he flip the camera showing everybody but iyland and kentrell they wad in a hotel room I was quite " hello " he said
" kentrell yall brother right " I said " he told yall something I said and what did y'all do " I said holding back my tears " stop talking to me for 2 weeks " I answered my own question " if y'all really did yall would have been called me tryna find out what was going on " I said
" ight janae " kd said sounding hurt my tears fell
" what you been going through janae dat you feel we don't care about you " Ben said
" if it ain't want for ten and yb yo ass probably would be died " boomer said cam called I declined I wanna her this
" I never asked for them to help me that was there chose y'all could have been on Kay side" i said
" wow " Ben said
" you just lost the closest ones to you " three said
" Ian believing this bullshit " babyjoe said Kd hung up the phone I called cam back
" so Yo ass wanna get fucked up " he said
" I'm sorry I was on the phone with iyland I didn't wanna hang up on her since he not gonn answer again " I said that was his soft spot he adores iyland
" oh you want some Wendy's " he asked
" I'm not hungry" I said
" ight im on my way back " he said hanging up I was tagged in some shit on the internet
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I mugged going to me and kentrell messages
Why is jazz post iyland Read
I sighed getting up going in the bathroom looking through shit intill I found a blade and some pills I sat on the floor taking the pills I looked in the mirror at my arm den at the blade tears fell from my eyes I rolled my sleeve up cutting my wrist the bathroom door opened cam looked at me before pulling me up hold me against the wall take the blade out my hand slapping me
" what the fuck wrong with you janae" he said pointing at my arm
" move " I said it's like I had no more emotion to feel
" who da fuck you talking too" he said
" you now move " I said he punched me in my stomach I knew I don pisses him off tears feel but I made no sound i didn't beg for him to stop I wanted him to keep going I wanted to die I started coughing up blood He let me go I fell he walk out the bathroom I heard the front door slam shut I just laid on the floor somebody knocked on the door but I didn't move the front door closed
" janae " I heard kentrell call out I ain't say nothing
" Is she here " jazz asked
" she knows better den to leave her doors unlocked hold her " kentrell said i heard him come on the room I slowly got up turning on the sink he walked in the bathroom looking at the blood on the floor " what the fuck happened " he asked I cleaned my self off feeling weak " janae " he said
" w-where Iyland" I asked turning away from him I guess he noticed the blade cam through he grabbed my arm looking at it
" really " he said jazz walked in gasping
" mamaaa" iyland cried reaching for me I went to grab her but lost balance kentrell caught Me
" jazz take her to her room " kentrell said picking me up taking me to the bed he looked around my room den back at me " nae " he said my phone ringed I seen it was cam answered
" what the fuck you din did yo this nigga" his friend said
" I- " I started getting light headed so I hung up " I have to die " I said kentrel mugged the fuck outta me I broke down " I have to " I said tryna get up kentrell wouldn't let me jazz came back in the room
" janae I'm finna fuck you up lay down " he said I shook my head
" I have to die " I said
" go to fucking sleep " he said getting up he went in the bathroom " jazz comes here" he said they was talking about something in the bathroom my phone ring I seen it was queen haven't heard fro. Here in a while
" janae what's going on with you " she said " ten talking about I need to talk to you" she said
" I have to go see my family " I said staring at the ceiling " my grandma wanna see me " I said
" your grandma is dead " she said confused kentrell took my phone
" queen tell ten to come over " he said hanging up
" ma ma ma ma" I heard iyland say from her room I got up kentrell grabbed me
" janae you can't keep up fucking balance lay the fuck down " he said
" Iyland needs me " I said
" she do but not when your like this janae go to sleep " he said ion know if it's the pills but he looked sad seeing me like this
