Abused// nba youngboy

12

janae pov

" ma come on you gotta eat" kentrell said 

" no" i simply said under the cover knew they all was worried but i couldnt bring myself to talk to them about it dats gonna take them away from they job an stuff 

" ma come on you gotta shower and eat" he said going in the bathroom heard water running " you finna wear yo clothes or my shit" he asked 

" yours" i said lowly he grabbed his jogger suit out the closet with his underwear i feel safe in his clothes and under him but he be having to go to the studios and stuff even doe he dont want to he still goes leaving one of the boys here with me 

" come on ma " he said helping me outta the bed i got up closing my eyes a little from the pain we went in the bathroom i got undressed getting in the tub kentrell sat down waiting for mw 

" no  nae " i heard taytay from downstairs he been asking kentrell and them to come up here 

" no taytay not right now " i heard kentrell taytay fell out 

" taytay imma pop you " his mom said 

" naeeeee" taytay cried 

" just take him" i heard kentrell say soon the room door was opening 

" nae feel better" taytay said getting in the bed with me i wiped his face 

" hey" nia said i waved she shut the door coming to sit on the bed " im not gonna sit up here and act like i know what happened but they did tell me about what happened im worried " she said i looked over at her she looked at me " you wanna talk to me about what happened ian gonna tell kentrell and them honestly that i think you should be the one to do it " she said i looked at her taytay played with kentrell chain dats still around my neck 

" he raped me again " i started to say" it wasnt just him it was many others " i said lowly 

" oh my god" she said 

" m-my mama just watched " i said breaking down " im scared ive been sick every morning " i cried she hugged me 

" its gonna be okay you with kentrell he got you and also got the gang janae they all love you so much they look sad right now wanting you to come down and tell them whats happening they dont want to be shut out "she said " taytay be wanting to play with you and kayden thats all he tells him is how you good at hide and seek and stuff you cant let something like that keep you away from the good things in your life even if you are depressed you should fill kentrell in so he can know that his gonna have to be more helpful and less mean when it comes to you cause you more sensitive "she said i nodded 

" thank you " i told her 

" no problem i went through the same thing but it ended differently" she said 

" thid been going on since i was 5 "i mumbled she looked at me with teary eyes 

" im so sorry" she said hugging me again 

" no dont be" i said she let me go grabbing taytay 

" talk to them when you feel like it " she said before walking out soon kentrell came in the room 

" mamas can you eat please" he asked laying on the bed next to me i finally looked him in his eyes i felt some what okay but it still eating me alive 

" im not hungry" i said he shook his head i can tell he was getting irritated by me saying that 

" bruh you havent eat nothing all day" he said 

" dont force me " i said lowly looking away from him i can feel him looking at me he turned me back so i was looking at him before getting up leaving i stared at the door for a minute thinking on what nia said i got up going downstairs slowly going into the living room everybody looked at me there was some new faces 

" bestieee" kd said i waved looking st kentrell he looked mad but worried

" kentrell i know you worried about her " nia said " let just be there with her and stop getting so irritated at her" she added i went over to him sitting down he looked over at me 

" fine" i said lowly 

" fine what" he said he was still mad 

" ill eat" i mumbled playing with the jogger strings on my joggers layla came and laid next to me kentrell order something still mad i looked over at nia den at the new faces getting kinda uncomfortable 

" nae dis herm qoundo nisha and star" ben said 

" why she look so depressed" star said mugging me  i looked away kentrell pulled me closer to him 

" stop talking" kentrell told her 

" nae dis my brothers" taytay came running from somewhere with 3 lil boys with him i waved at them 

" play" one asked 

" not right now " kentrell said

" nae feeling sad" taytay told them " she be better later" he said they nodded taytay hugged me i hugged him back he ran off with they others 

"bestie you wanna talk to me " kd said nia looked over at him 

" i swear yall dont give up" she mumbled 

" im fine guys " i said kentrell mugged me i ignored him 

" you not" he said 

"can you not be so mean" i said he looked over at me then went back on his phone i dont need him to be mad at me right now i want to be under him i want him to comfort me i sighed " let me know when the food here" i mumbled getting up going back upstairs to the room getting back under the covers going right back to sleep 

" janae" i heard kentrell i opened my eyes getting from under the covers looking at him 

" hm" he said geting in the bed handing me my food i grabbed seeing it was chicken nuggets and fries i start eating not even that hungry 

" you mad at me" i asked him he looked over at me 

" nawl ma" he said before going back on his phone i dont know why but i started crying i felt like he was mad at me he looked over at me " ma why you crying" he asked turning his phone off looking confused 

" your mad at me " i said he shook his head 

" ma im not mad at you im mad at myself i should have kept you safe " he said wiping my face " stop crying ma " he said hugging me i started eating again kentrell kissed my neck then my check the my forehead " talk to me when you ready " he said 

" i love you kentrell " i said 

" i love you too janae" he said 

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i shouldent even be update today but hey im bored in class