i played with Iylands feet as she laid on the couch i guess watching the tv i mean she looking at it so shit aint been the same nae inna coma turns out after she left br she started taking drugs and shit i feel guilty as fuck she would have never been doing that if i would have kept my promise
" kentrell nigga you need to get in the studio" tana said sitting on the other couch i looked at him
" fuck dat shit" i said
"nae would slap yo ass right now nigga " he said
" say ion really give a fuck about none of that shit if she aint here to tell me her self den gone with all dat shit " i said grabbing Iyland going upstairs into my room it like fuck i miss nae as bad as fuck every time i look at Iyland i see her ass it dosent even feel like she inna coma it feels like she gone
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nbayoungboy: i need you mane i cant do this shit alone i need my motivation
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random: where she at
random: why havent she post
random: where the baby
random: he probably was beating on her like he was on nene
i mugged nene got the whole internet thinking i was beating her ass every fucking day posting hell shit on thed media and she its starting to piss me the fuck off i looked at Iyland getting up going in the closet grabbing her an outfit taking her in the bathroom running her water i gave her a bath got her dressed feeding her when she was sleep i put her in a crib going to get my self ready when i was done i put iyland in her carseat going downstairs
" lets go" i said ben got up along with the rest
" this the one" john asked i nodded give iyland to queen she been quite lately shit ion blame her either i went in the booth putting on the head phones the beat played
" now i cant be saved no matter what they do they say im wrong " everybody says i be doing wrong anything i do to them its wrong
"everybody posting shit that can put me in a cage that shit so hurtful they gon drag me til they see me gone" they posting videos and shit telling wrong as shit to them its like they want to see me locked up for good
" when they bring up my names they gon speak on my problems how the fuck imma know she loving somebody " every shaderoom that speaks on me speaks on my past and shit
" how the fuck you gon im beating somebody before i tend to that ill step on somebody" social media make everything seems like what it not i aint beat on nae or nene i lost my temper with nene and nae i was on drugs ian saying what the fuck i did was right but i wasnt beating on shit
" so after tonight ian posting nothing else cherish my life a plaque on the shelf the love that i got imma wait til it melt rather knock someone down before they'll help" i ended the song leavimg it at that ian doing no shows, dropping no music ,none of that shit im finna focus on my kids and shit intill i get nae back i cant do this shit with out her being able for me too call
" when you-tonight" i said cutting him off grabbing iyland
" yb" queen said i looked at her " they said shw got a few wakes to wake or they pulling the plug" she said i shook my head gabbing her carseat putting her in it going to my car i need to clear my fucking mind bruh to much shit happening at once
flashback
"through the good and the bad the ups and the downs ill be here for you just let me cater to you" she song
flashback
she pulled out something from here bck pocket i looked at seeing it was a pregnancy test i read it seeing it say pregnant i picked her up the music ended " YAll MA GIRL PREGNANT" i yelled into the mic
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"iyland kind gaulden or iyland alice gaulden " she said to the live i smiled looking at her mane dis is da perfect girl
" whattt" she said looking at me
" i love you nae" i said
" i love you too trell" she said i pulled he into a kiss
flashback
" no matter what you do nae i would never put my hand on you it will kill me if i did " i said
" look at me " she said i looked at her we stared at eachother "promise me that" she said
" i promise i want put my hands on you" i said
flashback over
" FUCK " i yelled sitting back i looked in the back seeing iyland was still sleep i pulled outta the parking lot going home
