Can 5€ change your life | Lando Fanfiction

Chapter 23

Lando POV:I put her head carefully on the couch, because I had to get ready slowly, the Zak wanted to meet with me today quickly, it should be about the new paint job of the car.Arrived in my room, I quickly looked for new things and then disappeared as quickly as possible in the bathroom, but when I felt the warm water on my bare skin, I was actually only really aware of what has happened in the last few hours.

"What is all this supposed to mean? How am I supposed to deal with her now? But if Kai is no longer there, will everything be like before? one I loved her still as much as before, so many women already tried to turn my head, but since I know them is no longer interesting for me" I was on my ass I had, really nothing better to do and was already thinking about how I can take advantage of the death of Kai, but it was still for love.

When I opened the door of the bathroom I almost got a heart attack, which stood in front of the door, just Lina and looked with red eyes me in my face and only a second later rolled again her tears over her face. "She feels so sorry for me, one she always had to suffer so much and I a reason of it" now feelings of guilt also came into play, great even worse it can't get any worse.

Firmly in my arms she tried to calm down, but it was so hard for her, because it was still her best friend and also an affair of hers and not a 0815 type and therefore the pain was so much worse, but it did not bother me because she was with me and sought the closeness that she wants to have now.

The word affair of Lina triggered something in my head with which I did not expect, but it just came out of nowhere in my thoughts: "Why did I have to do such a thing to her, that it has come so far and then she had just looked for another and I was written off with her. NO" I didn't want to accept this fact, because she was my princess, whom I wanted to fulfill every wish.

Lina POV:The warmth that Lando radiates just made me feel so good to come down and I feel so safe again for a few days, because at home with the gang nothing was in order, Kai was gone and that triggered a blatant restlessness.
"How much I would now just turn around and can press my lips on him, but no I was not the right one for him and that I had to chop off here and now, this is the last moment with him" yes I decided to finally turn away from him, it was the best for both of us and what should the still from broken hearts, nothing right.

I jumped up and got my helmet and put on my jacket and just wanted to take a quick shot in the room to Lando, but I was held tightly by my arm and when I turned around there was the look of Lando again that I saw last time at Max's party and I hated him so much because I knew exactly that with that look he just wanted to say "you're leaving me again, why are you doing this" I couldn't take it anymore and tore myself away.

When I was finally at my bike, I just swung my body on it and let them at the same moment the machine howl and already it went with a tunnel vision at high speed in the direction of gear, but there I did not want at all, but where else should I go, Lando was since this disappearance no longer an option, forever.

This "forever" made me fight with my tears, it should never have come to this, so I believed that a few months ago, but then I was also on cloud 7 with Lando, he was supposed to be the guy who carries me on his hands, but he did just the opposite he just let me fall and so I came back to the gang.Fuck.

"You're making one mistake after another but you're going to change that now because the gang is no longer a safe place for you and the pressure I'm under there I can't take any more I have to talk to Mike" maybe again the next mistake but since I realized everything from Kai's death I actually became aware of how dangerous it all was, sorry but I don't go out of the house without a gun anymore or weekly shooting training and martial arts was normal for me but it shouldn't be.

Lando POV:As quickly as she came back into my life she was gone again and now maybe forever I was depending on her to get in touch with me I didn't even know where she lived now or what she worked at so according to this Kai she was a mafia bride but sorry this fairy tale none of us could believe it even if she looked different in the photos he showed me but why not.

"Lando you need now a friend, with whom you can now talk out, because slowly it is no longer healthy to eat everything purely in itself" I implemented this thought at the same moment and dialed the number of Max and this hebet quickly and confirmed me on the way to me to make.

"Bro, what's going on with you now, how can a single person rob you of your energy so much, that's not good and we other drivers are already noticing that" Max tried to lecture me again, but somehow he was right, but when I wanted to say something, it rang again at my door, it was Carlos, my best friend who knows me as well as anyone.

But when Max and Carlos met, a completely different discussion began, in which I was just more finished with the world at the end:" The best thing is, if you just let go, let go Lando. That's bullshit.Oh really is it...? It's bullshit. You met someone, someone really great the way you talk about her. How many weekends of your life have you spent trying to find someone just like that?

 And nothing ever happened. You never met anyone, but now you have. And what happens, at the first little hurdle you cross your arms in front of your chest and leave. You're telling me you wouldn't give you a second chance?" these words were thrown around the room by the two of them, trying to get my head on straight.

"Guys stop it now, yes I will certainly give us a 2nd chance and I just still love her like on the first day and yes these feelings fuck me off, because I don't want to get up alone anymore and also go to sleep, but what should I do then she is a free woman who is still in my heart" these words just came out of me and so it came to the situation that the two looked at me like if I was crazy, but maybe they are right.