Can 5€ change your life | Lando Fanfiction

Chapter 22

Lina POV:I stood in the doorway and I couldn't see anything there yet, but when I opened the next door I looked, he was sitting there so quiet and I was waiting for another stupid line from him, but there was silence in the room and then my tears came because I just realised that I had lost a man and it wasn't just anyone but Kai.

No, it can't be real, so I reached for my mobile and dialled the number of our doctor, because I can't just call the ambulance, how am I going to explain to them why there's a guy in my kitchen with gunshot wounds and bullets from the guns everywhere.

"Joe, please get to base as soon as you can, the Snakes were here and Kai has been badly hit, please help him", I begged him in a whiny voice and as he is natural he got to base within 5 minutes but then reality set back in that he was dead.

"No, Kai is not dead and this is all just a bad dream and soon my alarm will ring and everything will be fine and I will hear stupid sayings from him again, but no it was all real, I lost him" thoughts circled in my head and my eyes were busy producing so many tears.

"Ok Lina, what's the next step, I have to get out of here and into the ground as soon as possible, but how am I going to tell Mike, I'll just make him out to be a hero and he'll be fine" yes my new side as a gang member is mine like a block of ice, or like Kimi.

The gang stood gathered in front of the pit that will now become Kai's grave and we all said goodbye to him again, but then the matter was also closed for most of them, because they were us, no more feelings, because if someone still has some he can make mistakes and mistakes meant dead people, so turn them off.

But I never could, I was just good at suppressing them, but now he was gone, the Kai who had been with me since I was 14 and now I had to stand at his grave and say goodbye forever. Somehow I was also glad, because my problem with him was solved, but I will still miss him very much.

I lay in bed and turned from one side to the other, but sleep was out of the question and then maybe I just made a mistake, but I didn't care at that moment because I can be alone now. So I grabbed a bag and threw a few important things in it, like clothes, shower things and a picture of Kai and me that I always carry with me and now has even more meaning, then I went out to my bike, which I started in the middle of the night and was already on the road in an uncertain direction.

"Listen to your heart now and do something that is right and important for you right now, no matter how much you might regret it in a few days" and I did, I listened to my heart too and so I rode my bike like a madwoman along the highway until a scoreboard appeared above me that said 50km Woking.

"I hope he's home because I need my friend right now who knows me better than anyone and I just need strong arms to hold me and never let me go" I have thoughts like that when I'm going 200km/h down the roads, so I guess other people think about not crashing.

Then I turned off and in front of me was the familiar driveway with the McLaren shining in the colour papaya and then I swung off my bike and then my heart stopped again "maybe I should just turn around and drive back and not press the bell button" but as I was still thinking about it my finger kept making itself.

"Did I really just do that it's 2am and I'm driving to my ex's house to cry that my affair just died, smart Lina" so I'm really out of my mind.

Lando POV:Really now it's 2am, who's funny enough to play pranks on me again, so when I find out which one of the guys is funny enough to play pranks on me again, he'll be a head shorter.As I was getting ready to snap at someone, I opened the door and there she was, Lina, the girl who had stolen my heart and who I still cry over, but no one has to know that.

"Hey, what are you doing here and what do you look like anyway, come in and we'll see" I was just crazy about her and I would always do anything for her, no matter what she did, nothing is so bad that I will never love her again.

Sit down on the couch and I'll get you something to drink and something to eat, you must be starving. When I got back to her she was crying, but not just lightly no, she was easily mistaken for a waterfall right now, but I let it all go and took her tightly in my arms, because every person is helped along by a tight hug.

"Now please tell me why you are standing in front of my door at 2 o'clock and that after such a long time and our incident" I hoped so much that she will slip out with the language now because the Lina who was just sitting in front of me was not the one I was allowed to know anymore.

Lina POV:

"Lando, he was just a dream, he saw me and already he had taken care of me and then he even took me in his arms, how I would like to just drop out now just so that I can stay with him, why did it have to happen with this Diana?" yes I still love him but this love is still slumbering deep inside me, because I still can't forgive him so easily.

And then he asked me again what was going on with me, but this time I was going to tell him everything because I had to tell him about Kai.

"So you know Kai, that was the crazy guy who was standing in front of your door, so today I went to see him and he was just dead, it seems he must have had a score to settle with someone and he had no more patience" with tears in my eyes I tried to explain the situation to Lando without him being able to reveal my secret, but that wasn't necessary...

Lando just took me in his strong arms and tried to calm me down and it must have worked well because at some point I fell asleep in his arms.

In the morning he was apparently awake before me because he stroked my head and back very gently and said words that melted my heart: "I'm sorry that I'm so complicated sometimes. And yes, sometimes I don't quite understand myself. The reason is simply that you are so damn important to me. And I worry a lot, maybe too much. I don't want to lose you." I heard those words, but I pretended to be asleep, because Lando believed that too, otherwise he would never have said those words, and he even whispered them, so his belief that I was still fast asleep was fixed.