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Chapter forty five

My breath was caught in the back of my throat when my brown eyes seemed to finally take in the person that stood a few feets away me. He couldn't see me due to his back facing me but that didn't mean that I could see him and all the emotion that had been built up inside of from the past years came suddenly rushing back to me and overwhelmed me. My jaw was left ajar as my lips dried up into fear of why I was seeing him here of all places, I didn't think we would ever cross paths again.

The person that I cherished with every nerve that my body could provide me with but I also left that person behind. I loved him so fucking much but I had to let go because of the circumstances that I was stuck under control back then

He was here, right in front of my pained line of sight with his back turned towards me

I could tell that he had gotten a few more inches taller, gained muscles and all but I still I saw the same old Aaron I saw when he was 16. The one that showered- not only me but my siblings with his sweet love. He was somewhat like an older brother towards my siblings and imagine the faces I saw when I told them that I broke up with Aaron

He was first my love (or so I thought), the person that made my heartbeat like crazy only for him but now, now the heart I had only had eyes for two people.... Fuck please don't tell me they heard that!

I held my breath back but released it after a few short minutes when I didn't hear a response from my mates

My eyes catch the movements of a short -5'4- woman who had her strong small arms wrapped around Aaron with a warm look in her light green eyes as she stared up at him...

I smiled at least he had moved on and forgot about me, that's what I wanted for him to do anyways, I wanted him to be happy and not look for me when I moved away. He deserved way more then what I could ever give him but my heart still somehow hurt from seeing him here, with someone else

His head was titled down and rested on top of the brunette haired girls head, who was giggling softly at what he had whispered in her ear as a smile was on her face

His lips brushed against her ear, a visible shiver ran down her spine while Aaron smirked playfully. Smirking as he noticed he had that affect on his woman

A lump formed in my throat as my eyes lowered down to the nearly dry ground. How come him being here affect me? My vision was staring to get blurry and my long back hair fell upon my face, covering it from anyone's view. Why did it still hurt to see him with someone else? He was my first love, maybe that's why it hurt more?

I rapidly blinked my eyes trying to keep my emotions in check as i clenched my fist, i couldn't cry that was stupid now. There's no reason for me to cry, I'm over him and he's over me, simple. I have to act like he didn't affect me, I scolded myself

"Raven?" My heart leaped into my chest at the voice of Mrs. Stone as she stood in front of my sight. She was the same height as me, maybe I was an inch taller than her but almost the same height. Her voice was so soft as her eyes scanned over my face concernedly, she was worried?

I stared at her greyish blue eyes that remind me of the ocean, the calm before the storm but also this comforting vibe that tend to tell me that I could trust her with my whole life? What the fuck?

Her eyes soften as they fell upon my slight red ones, i was good with my emotions but I couldn't control what I felt inside of my chest right now. The guilt, the pain, the betrayal, the meaningless promises everything was eating me alive and I didn't know how to express it to anyone but to smile and pretend in perfectly fine

I smiled slightly at the woman that made me feel comfortable in her presence, she reminded me of Linda. The woman from the cafe shop that helped me through some of my struggles by taking care of Zach and Ash when I was away. "What's wrong honey?" Her voice was laced with concern which honestly made my heart feel warm